Out Day

8.30 a.m woke up and waiting for Mong to come and fetch me To Midvalley with my cousin Amy.

Watch Avatar 3D.

Consider very good and exciting movie :)

I purposely send a message to Fishy and Told her I watch Avatar 3D already Yeah! :p LC her

Wahaha!!

I saw SYED AMIR after I watched finish movie. WOW.. His hair and his girlfriend.. AHAH~ Shocked me~

He told me Sebastian, Kenny and Steven were there too. So went to find them and 38 for awhile :p

Then Mong fetched us back.

After that Me and my cousin Amy went to Open Range to have our lunch.

And now, I need go to play badminton with my other friends~

So sorry, I cant go Yum cha with Cheng Fai, Fishy, Yee mun they all..

Because i have my date already ><"

Haha~ anyway.. good luck yea Yee Mun, for your NS Trip~

=X

Badminton again~

Hmm, I'm talking with Mong Zi Yang.

Long time no meet, talk none stop.

After that we went to Leisure to watch Movie

*treasure Hunter*

While waiting time passed, we went to take some photo

Me and Woon Yin.

I'm wearing my favorite Addidas Jacket.

Wah haha!!

Woon Yin, Me and Ah Yao

I consider the Highest want la.

Wow.. So special

Me and Woon Yin Saw something so cute ? =.="

I don't think so lo

Oh Yea~

Today such a boring day ~

Woke up at 1 p.m o'clock and help my poppy Bath..

After that ate my break first and went out straight away..

zzz.. feel so sleepy today.. went to 1 Utama .

Have Party over there.. wow.. I saw alot of children running in front of me...

Hmmm.. *flash back* When I was 11 Years old, I went there before.  Kidsbox ..

I miss my childhood so much.. and I know I cannot went back anymore.. because that is memory.

Suddenly realized too much of things happened during these few years.. Sigh

*Tears dropped down*    

Never look back and Stay Strong.. You teach me..

And I will show it to you..

Special words for Me

"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now you not the same, Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times and dont pretend, Remember now he's just your friend. "

对我来说，这一句充满意义的句子是一个小女孩告诉我的 

真的很有用

每次我读后，头脑都可以清楚得知道要做什么。

 "I stress I think about stupid stuff too but I shove it off those thought soon because I know Pointless Thinking "

他的提醒永远都可以让我一梦惊醒

什么心事找他都可以解决

他爱吩咐我忘记一些多余的想法

" This world everyone can live without anyone, I will never be your truth love, You dont tell me you can't live without me, because You can. "

一句听起来超难听的话

其实里面的意思是超乎我想像的

现实得来又猜中每个人的真心 

也是这句话让我彻底的心碎了吧 

Prom Night

Me and Li Peng

Me and See Khee

Jing Teng and Me :)

My white prince Chi Foong

My handsome Boy Ting Yao

In the toilet ...

Jing teng and Me :) In the car.. Pretty :)

Me :)

Again :)

haha, Before style my hair



Wow, Yesterday was A BOOM!

So many people told me that I'm pretty

wasai! First time man!

I promise my self I going to post it and Shout it out loudly

I'M PRETTY!

LOL, so that I won't feel sorry for my self :p

Anyway, thx alot

I dance like a bitch yesterday.

Just Don't give a damn ..

Just wanna Be a BITCH for Yesterday!!!

Something happened yesterday night.. Nah~ forget about it

I'm happy and I will never let it cruel up my mood..

男人会在不同的时间爱上不同的人

我很赞成这句话

Hi, Im Pui yEE....

sook yee typing her blog half way den go and do other thing...

haiz...

so naughty...


她在我没有注意到时写下的

最近的我都显得纳闷，

叹。。 还是先自身离开

Entertainment

Everyone was asking me to UPDATE my blog

But seriously, after SPM, I getting lazy and lazy..

Don't feel like looking at my blog.


Okay, Lets start the story

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Last Wednesday Until Friday I went to Genting.

It's Fun! It's Really Fun!

I never regret to be there with My friends :)

We just keep on gamble and KEVIN is the LUCKY STAR.

So yea, We sleep almost 5 a.m on the last day [Thursday night]

Gosh, I never feel tired because almost every minutes we are laughing

Alot of jokes happened there..

Because Of noises, Guard came and slammed our door and asked us to keep quite

But as you know, We will still continue our stupid attitude until We feel Tired.

So yea, After I get my photo, I will post it out :)

anyway, Tomorrow I having badminton :)

See yea guys..

Buh Bye~

Bye!

Tomorrow after My last paper

I will be flying to Genting.. :p

Oh Yea!

3days 2 night :)

So anything Just sms me or call me

017-3060370

:)

my 016 Stop using for this few weeks already haha

So yea, Just contact me that number.

Don't miss call me and expect me to call back, I will kill you!


Bye bye KL

I'm coming ! My dear Genting!



Don't miss me..

我去寻找我的快乐天地

See You Guy

Maybe I have no more chance to said this to you, you or you anymore ..


Some of us going to oversea to study,


Some of us going to work after SPM exam,


Of course there are gathering STILL on during this period..


Time, passes too fast.. On 2005, we are just form 1..


And now 2009, everyone getting older and older..


FORM 5, everyone thinking about Exam, Exam, Exam..


After that, everyone thinking about Result, Result, Result..


and now, most of us thinking about .. Friendship..


How long it can last? Until next year? Next two years? Who knows....


Or not even tomorrow..



Fate.. All depends on fate..


In this minutes, You might be saying, You will miss her, her or him.. But maybe just a second, you will forget who are they anymore...



No tear, No sadness all My friend..
Just let it be..


This is life.. Our world is too big and too dangerous..


We have to challenge our self to be strong and brave.


The only thing that in my heart now is.. I LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS...

Hates, anger.. In this minutes just throw it away..

Because I know I have no more chance to said I love you to Some of you anymore :)

No tears, No sadness
I wish upon tonight
To see you all smile

Did you ever ...

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
Your still an inspiration
Can it be

That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are











这首歌很好听

真的无可否认的好听

Sound so impossible

My beloved friend told me some NEW things in my life..

And I feel So impossible..

And it's toooo New for me..

So I just can't stop laughing right now..

When I was Talking with My friend, I started to swearing and Just wanna bang my head to the wall..

It sound so impossible..

Oh gosh~ anyone can help me to stop my reaction?

It's abit irritating but yea~ This is the fact.. I can't change it..

YOU are just a liar and We are not a FOOL!!

Don't try to play "truth or dare" with me next time, If not.. I will make you .. ngek ngek ngek..

wahahha!!! Okay, Control my self..

My brain got some problem right now.. hmm.. NEED TO REST.. LOL

Party

Nice whey~ :)

Concentrate taking photo~

You betray me? This is what happen? hahaha!

Underwear? Siapa Punya? Oh~~ size macam Ding Ding punya le~

Leou Gyn's car.. Spot me? I'm opening her side door..

Me and My husband :) haha

Did You realized our watch? haha =]

Oh~ My fishy~ Swimming on the road .. =.=
You see her face so sweat.. some more got reflection le.. haha!!

Wow!! I taller than Woon Yin so much le!!
Thanks to her for fetched me back yea :)

Yes I am

Yes, I'm a bitch.

But

You are a fcuker too?

hmm... Lay Hoong, Sound so rude right.. LOL..

Lay Hoong~ A girl that keep on asking me to stop my bad words.. What to do.. That's my style..

Suddenly a person called me Bitch? So should I scold back Fucker Too?

NO.. I'm not going to judge that cutie is a fcuker or not.. Haha!!

I was talking with someone just now.. haha!! And I and X keep on fcuk Here and There.. LOL..

Damn funny.. I laugh til My stomach pain man!! X keep on said "Bitch bitch" then I keep On "fcuker fcuker"..

Some more X was sending some funny video to me.. While I watching.. I swearing again.. LOL..

I just feel Like Swearing on him.. Sound so happy.. haha!! Thx X

Tired

好累， 刚刚去打球回来。。 累透了。

本来打算和fishy,ding ding, yao yao 一起去pasar malam..

到最后，还是回家了。。

考试期间，大家都很压力。。

放轻松， 很快就会过。。

这几天，发生了什么事呢？ 应该只有些碎事吧？

至少对我来说，不是什么大事情。。

明天又要去fishy 家加油了。。

我听说，add math 很难。。 没关系，过了就过了。。

朋友们过的应该还很好。。

几快 要毕业了。

其实，没有什么好写的。。

今天，要做些science revision..

这几天，都过的很充实。。

原来真的是好事

我不再要求关系，昨天想了很久。。

现在的我，只愿有个人可以喜欢。。

因为当得不到的时候，感觉自然就会朝好的方向想。。

得不得到已经不是重点了，只能等他遇上另一个，好让自己死心 :)

我很认同只要爱上了另一个，就能把之前得放下。。

我不渴望爱情，可是喜欢上了，能怎样呢？

偶尔还是会想一下，我的Mr Right 几时会出现呢？

18 days?!!!

I was slumbling here now.. At mum's office and memorising MORAL..

When I was "busing" my moral.. My cousin sister find me and chat with me..

WTF?! She broke up with a boy again and some more 18 days only?! CB?!

My shortest relationship also 1 month... 1 month already break my record... 18 days!?! What is that?!!


Sumore all her ex is like lala and dyed hair?? WHAT HAPPEN TO TAIPING?~~~

WHY MY HOMETOWN BECOME LIKE THAT... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT~~

Warning

Phone Number : 017-302 2393
016-333 0308



Name : Sean



Describe : A boy that from Facebook. Don't simply approve people that you don't know.



Case : He get my phone number from my facebook. I did deleted everyone that I don't know in my facebook, But maybe I leave out him.. He called me almost 4 times per week. He using two number that I have been shown up..

He just a HAM SAP LOU. That's it.. Please be aware for this two number.. Or be careful to approve anyone in facebook..




________________________________________________________________



He sms me today again.. I reply him because I don't know who is him.. Baby, Sweetie & honey is the words he use to called me.. FUCK! I never reply him when I get to know the number is him.. After that, He called me.. MORE FUCK! He using "Withheld" number.. First time, I never pick up.. Second time, I pick up.. When I heard his voice.. I hang up the phone..

I just wondering.. Why he is so lifeless... Some more telling me He DFK all those. He is not my boyfriend! No need to tell me this.. ><" DENG!

Boys

Haha! Today, both of my best friends also bring their baby come and find me..

Aiyo~ Sad already la.. All couple couple.

Some more I heard another best friend falling in love too...

Arh~~ All Happy & bahagia already lo.. :)

Wish them happy and sweet sweet ...

Haha, Don't know why, When I single, all my friends couple couple couple.. All wan to gek sei me.. haha!

Nah, Not a big deal.. Happy to see what they having right now..

Just waiting for my Mr Right to come and find me..

Everything is gone right now :) and I have calm down my self..

Do you still love me......

When you will ask me to back to you again..

Or just give up...

I'm blur-ing, No one can tell me the answer.. Not even you, yourself..

First day SPM

Bye Bye BM

15 Minutes

明天即将到临。。

虽然会有紧张的感觉，可是已经无补于事了。。

我看到了你的部落格，心疼了下。。

总算懂暗恋的感觉了吧。。 也可能我只能用你来掩饰自己对考试的紧张

等吧。。因为我懂时间可以冲淡一切。。就像之前一样。

那些女的。。 应该很仰慕你吧。。

原来考试期间，我的心会越来越乱。。 很多东西都会突然的飙出来。。

已经有好几天你没找我了，是担心影响到我还是其他原因呢？

有好多东西想问你。。 你应该有了其他人陪你sms 了吧 :)

她可以拿到你的手机应该也是得到你的批准吧。。

你的不解释，不在乎，让我永远都不会懂答案。。

也许，这是个好的开始。。 因为我不是你的谁，也没有及格要懂。。 :)

暗恋不是坏事，因为至少我懂，不是我要得到的就可以得到。。

我学会了。。。 :)

Started to faded..



SPM TIME :)

Please

我的左knee，好像真的受伤了。。

尤其到了晚上，没有东西做， 全部注意力都集中在脚时，伸直的时候，哇靠！！

真的很痛。。 好像是有针刺一样。。

我到底还应不应该继续打球？

Shadow...

在这一刻，我不懂想要做什么。。。 突然，什么都不想做。。

除了读书，还是读书。。 好乏味。。

陪了妈妈看戏了以后，原来没有什么东西可以做。。

就开始回想以前的回忆，翻了翻以前的相簿，看见了很多 “过去式的路人”

我笑了，笑得很灿烂，好像懂什么是人生？ 还是什么是过去。。

原来我们之间有那么多的东西需要考虑。。

我要求你放下考虑，做自己认为对的。。

当我开口的那一瞬间，我后悔了，因为我把那最后的一次机会也丢了。。

可是，还是得对自己的结果负责任。。



很多东西可以忘记，只是我们自己坚决要记住。。

让它顺其自然的走。。不好吗？？

原来我爱上的是你的不在乎，不解释的个性。。


就算很没有安全感，还是爱上了吧。。

努力为了什么？

要不是 SPM 给我压力，

可能我真的不知道你的一句话让我那么的 难堪。。

一句鼓励的话，现在对我来说真的很重要。。

我待在家，你知道那种压力有多恐怖吗？

我不爱留在家，家甚至是我的地狱！

我待在家很自然就开始胡思乱想，不读书的话就想哭！

我看到书都想吐了，你想我怎样？

我真的不爱待在家好不好？ 拜托！！

你不要责疑我，可以吗？？？！

今天已经一大早起身读书补习了。。 你想要怎样？

人也会累的吧？

To Miss Miao Lee

I'm Single
&
Not Avaibable
:p




I'm very happy

I'm crazy just for you!
Miss Miao!

Nothing equal to 0 ZERO

Happy doesn't need any reason..

I'm happy when I'm sms-ing with her..

I'm happy when I'm talking to her..

I'm happy when I looking into her eyes..

I'm happy when she smile at me..

I'm happy when both of us crazy playing..

If I'm a lessbian, What will happen? No, that won't happen to me..?

Why not? It's possible, anytime any minutes..

Maybe I just need someone beside me and take care me.. ?

I don't care about SEX!!

I don't need love, I only need someone care about me... *laugh out loud*

Can you imagine... What kind of situation am I having now?!

Nah.. Not that terrible. Just being playful..



So many girls, They are playful..

They love boys, But nowadays they choose to be lessbian..

and because of what?

either playful or bitchy?





Even Now, me, myself also feel like being playful..

because i feel like giving up..

SPM, FUTURE, WORK, RELATIONSHIP..

Nothing I get...












如果那一刻从来，我不哭，让他知道我可以很好。。 :)

问题

昨天，我和我的学弟谈天。。

我们都有一个共同点，我们恨 花心的 人。。

他告诉我，F3 有哪些废材 是花心的人。。

说真的，现在的 F2 & F3，真的有那么的需要吗？

我坦诚，我F2 就开始谈恋爱，可是我谈了足足一年半。。

可是，现在他们的情况是。。 三个月到四个月？

而且可以每次都不同的男生。。。

而我也曾经被另一个粉肠骗。。 他告诉我，我们不是在谈puppy love, 可是不到几久就分了。。

果然，就算是18 岁的他，还是一样撒谎。。 不到一两个礼拜，爱上其他女生。。 啊顶！

所以，如果你是真心的那派就最好暂时不要出来寻找 “爱的天使”

因为你随时碰到的是 “ 恐怖的男人／邪恶的女人”

等到真的适合的时间，爱的天使随时会找你。。。


要玩的男生，记得随身带着 RM 3 ＋＋的东西，安全又可以保证你的前途无量。。 RM 3 而已吗。。 来买你的前途，很便宜了。。这样多品牌，你可以慢慢选。。

我很同意花心的女孩和花心的男孩在一起，因为他们在一起的那段时间，可以避免伤害更多真心的人。。

原来还是得习惯。。

我可以接受现在的他爱上别的女生。。

当他去追别的女生，我支持他，我没有真正的要知道他爱上谁，只愿他幸福。。

：） 做人可以很简单。。 不需要复杂。。

因为我还有很多朋友啊 ：）

Stupid cats

Don't know both of them doing what..

Try to Fight or Try to make sex?!

Stay in front of my house.. Treat my house as their house..

Damn fierce.. [Black cat]

I shh shh them.. But they don't care about me!

Hey, I'm here K! LOL..

They just do whatever they like...

better don't shit..

If not I let them eat my shit.. ahaha!!


I'm woke up people..

I choose to be happy again.. :)

Thx Miao

给: 我五年来不曾后悔爱过的 Jane Sookyee

要加油哦~

路还很长
病了就休息吧
不会耽搁很多时间的

没有他的关心
没关系!

要记得
还有我们的关怀..

:')


－ － － － － － －

谢谢miao的关心

曾经我把他当成我的终点，可是现在他已经是我的过客。。

就像maio 说的一样，没了他的安慰，我还有其他人的。。

如果还有遗憾，只能说早知我不哭。。

我对感情的认输，早就已成事实。。

History..

有些东西，我好像明知道没有可能，可是我却笨笨的等待。。

可能最近，压力吧加上不是很舒服。。

本来很需要被关怀。。 可是，我选着自己坚强。。

还是一样去打球，一样读书。。 身体里的不舒服，谁看到？

只要笑一笑，大家就会觉得你很好。。

我哭了，哭得很大声。。。 今天回到家，又呕了，我对自己发脾气。。 打墙壁。。 打桌子。。

妈的！！！ 我已经让自己很放松了，为什么没有改变！


好像期待他会来关怀，可是。。 没有。。 突然很多问题出现了。。

我把自己气到了，也把他给弄生气了

还是把心关闭。。保护自己。。

我还是可以把自己照顾得很好不是吗？ :)



如果头脑也可以像电脑一样，可以解除 History， 那么有多么的好？

Sick

Sick.. Sick Sick Sick...

Not feeling well man!!

But still need to go for sport.. Why?

Because I love Badminton.. Sigh..

快乐为我首要的生活条件

Yo!! Happy punya Lim Sook Yee balik whey!

Today Mr Alphonsus, Akmal and Low Yew Kwan's Birthday.

haha! But I absent =.="

Sorry .. I got my plan to follow.

Never mind, My friends still make a BIG party for them..
Yew Kwan present have to replace to him..
Heng dai what..


SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM!!
12 DAYS MORE..

Today went to badminton and have a study day at Fishy house..
Account!! Sejarah!! and Science..
This few days.. Make me crazy!!

Especially Sejarah!! Feel Like swearing!! WTF?!
So many tokoh-tokoh!!



Some boys still go to CC!! Yeng! Forget about SPM


Today quite happy~
No No No~
I should Said.. Nothing happen :)


We are friends, although sometimes we can't be honest to each other,
But please.. We are almost 4-5 years friend.
Don't stole friend's things..

It's hurt..
And some more we need to accept you are the one who stole it.
It hurts our heart deeply..


I know that friends always have argument and dislike each other
But, This is fact of having friends?!
This is LIFE, People!

We Stress, We fuck up, We angry.
But we still need to respect each other!
Isn't it?



To: Yew Kwan
I don't know whether you will angry me that I never attend your birthday party. But I hope You will be okay with it. I still treat you as a close friend. I don't wish that anything will happened. And and and!! Never attend your birthday party doesn't mean I don't treat you as friend.
Happy Birthday once again.. To Yew Kwan, Akmal and Mr Alphonsus

Out You go!

其实，你根本没及格做我朋友，说真的。。

今天过后，你。。 不再出现在我的list 里， 做朋友做的有点不尊敬。

之前，是我给你面子。。

我从来就讨厌朋友的过度敷衍， 而你。。 却做出了我最讨厌的事情。

不要把你自己看得那么的重要好吗？

你其实是在我人生中很重要的，可是那已经是 “过去式”

明白吗？！

我不明白！！

我很肯定你不会对你其他的朋友这样，可是为什么是我啊？

你不是对其他朋友很热情吗？ 为什么你就是那么的瞎？！ 瞎瞎瞎？！！

你爱就来找我，不爽就敷衍我。。 我是你妈 啊？

注定要让你吃着吗？ 好抱歉，以前的我，一定让你吃住的啦。。 可是不是现在，也不是未来！

拜托，我都可以把你当朋友了，还有什么好嫌的？

你对那些对你超差劲的人都可以带着面具做人。。 为什么就不能对我？

我欠你钱吗？ 我不介意你不喜欢我啦，有或没有不是重点好不好。。

重点是，该有的尊敬还是该有的。。

可是，你好像认为，我一定会忍你哦？呵～ 抱歉啦，我们没什么见面又不是太熟。。


你没有可以让我忍你的理由啦。。至少我不认为忍了你以后，会带给我什么好处啦。。


既然你没有那个能力，就不要带那么大的一顶帽子。。

因为对我而言，你。。 什么都不是。。


我好久没有狂骂人了，

而且是在我的部落格，

我没告诉你我的不满。。

可是，只要你发现我不再跟你说话，而且敷衍你的时候，您！应该要有自知之明了吧。

哈哈哈哈。。





p/s 不要瞎猜，因为不是每个人都有资格当这一个人的～ 哈哈哈哈

I'M NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND,SO!! DON'T EVER THINK THAT YOU HAVE THE RIGHT PLEASE~

My Style.. So what?

*我就是无法归类

我就是自成一类

谁都学不会 干脆

你们欣赏就对

我就是拒绝归类

现在你了解 了没

我只让你们跟随

完不完美也没什么 所谓

我用我的方式进退

只有酷和我对味

超出你的想象 范围

拒绝 暧昧 浪漫与生俱来



不要以为你在我的生命中真的很重要。。

有可能，你只是一个小小的角色。

不要把自己看得那么的大，

因为你并没有你想像中的 重要。。

我就是无法归类，
因为 我就是不爱归类。

人算不如天算

我爱的人不爱我，

我不爱的人爱上我，

我想要的不是我的，

我不想拥有的就留在我的身边，

我不想看到的，看到了。

我想得到的，飞走了。

想快乐，痛苦却来了。

想冷静，却热闹了。

没有预测的，发生了

喜欢的，不见了

想听的，听不到

想见得，离开了

人生并不在我的掌握之中

可是，我知道人 只有自足 才能 快乐

I don't wish too...

hmmm, Today we had a photographic with Datin Freida.

Ho~ We wait til all our body is sweating.. Feel like swearing..

But I seldom swearing in my blog~

Okay.. Let start our story..

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Please do take care all your belonging and Don't ever leave your money or Ipod at classroom..

Today one of my friend, she had lost her ipod touch and RM 100..

IF anyone saw A ipod touch with a blue colour small bag that covering it.. Please return it back.

Hmm, Don't stole people things please.. It hurt a lot.. You never try You will never know.

And To everyone, Please Don't leave ur MACBOOK so proudly at Classroom, You are lucky If It still at your table when You back from your break/lunch. If You are unlucky, Sorry.. NO more then.. Specially to Mr LEE and MR Low
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我的心开始战抖，

我不能再承受这种压力。。

真的有点痛苦，很累。。 看到书本就想呕吐。。

谢谢我的朋友LK 在深夜时陪伴我。

因为我们两个都是夜鬼。。

没了他，我可能真的会很孤独呢。。 和他聊天很好笑＝］ 至少我很享受啦。

所以 谢谢啦，亲爱的＝］

人生的另一个阶段

到了，是时候了。

很快的，我们会不认识对方。

很快的，我们会不再联络。

虽然很多时候，我们都说不会忘记对方，会回来聚一聚。

可是到时候又会有多少人出席呢？ 真的不懂。。

五年了，其实我没有想过会有这样的一天，也没有期待过。。

从不认识到认识，从陌生到朋友，从敌人到好朋友，从恨到爱。。

全部在这五年里培养出来，可是今天却告诉我们，要有心里准备 这些东西开始离开了。。

出国的出国，做工的做工，读书的读书。。

东奔西跑，要如何见面？

朋友们，真的是时候说再见了。。。

人生很复杂，就算不舍得，还是的分开。

平时冷酷的我，今天真的觉得不舒服，不快乐。其实应该说 “我不舍得”

陪了我五年的朋友，三年的朋友，一年的朋友。。 我真的很需要在这里好好的说声 “谢谢”

我不会哭，可是在这一刻的我，真的爱你们。

因为朋友真的很重要。




p.s wish all the best to my friends and Good luck for SPM..
God Bless Us :p

爱情？ 没有了

现在的我不爱听所谓的爱情歌，很闷也开始觉得没有意思。

听一些可以让自己快乐的歌，对我来说会比较有意义。

我们听歌时，只会判断那首歌好不好听，而没有去体会当时作曲的人用

了多少的心思在那首歌身上。

我真的恋上 方大同的歌声与音乐。。

他让我不再那么的坚持，他让我发现原来世界上除了爱情，还有其他许许

多多的事情等着我来面对。

“情” 与 “痛” 不在我的选择中。。

虽然偶而会孤单，可是我都可以开心的笑。

Form 5 Prom, 我决定带小过我两年的 ［Ding Ding, Yao Yao, Benjamin, Chi Foong]

去见识见识。

人家带恋人，我带学弟，厉害吧。。

其实时因为我不懂要带谁，所以还是选择带可爱的学弟们。。

跟他们一起一定会快乐吧。。 因为他们真的可以让人家很开心 ＝］

很快的，我就可以带着一帮人去 “show show"。。 哈哈，看下我带学弟的

power。 哇哈哈！！ ＝p .

我带的全部时男生诶，没有女生。。 惨！

我的命水就是这样 ><"

－ － － － － － －

有些东西只要用一把火烧了，就可能真的再也不会出现。

所以，我也很彻底的把它给烧了

不该留的，我不会把它留下。

不该在的，我也不会让它出现。。

我的生命由我自己做主，

我说美就是美，没人可以决定我的人生路程。。

现在的我，不想再讨好人，我没跟你说话。。不是我讨厌你，

是我不想说话。。 我不是要为任何人而活？

你不过是我人生的路人。。

我不是为任何人制造，懂吗？

Enjoy.. My crazy and happy life

由于最近都恋上方大同的歌，所以得空时，他的歌声总会陪伴着我。

他的歌对我来说很有意思。。 大家可以试试看 “南音” －－ 方大同。

快得来又有自己得风格。。Credit From Cheng Fai.


这几天生活都很快乐也很悲伤。。

舅舅去世了，当棺材关上那一刻，我的眼泪没有掉下。。 告诉自己是时候坚强了？

不愿意看其他人的眼泪，也没有安慰妈妈。

冷酷的送了舅舅最后一程。

原因：爸爸说 ［就因为你哭，人家也因为看到你哭而哭］


这几天我的 schedule 也算是很满。。

手机也没什么去管，只是有跟Mr. J联络。 ＝］

昨天，我好像看到我的ex[Leng Kiat] 在leisure mall， 可是又好像不是，所以就没有打招呼了。

和他，总算可以做回很废的朋友了。 哈哈！ 因为我完全放下了＝］

两个人也开始联络了。

昨天的行程是
Yee Mun's house --> KFC --> School --> Challenger [Badminton] --> Wong Kok --> Home

奇迹的是，开始有读书的动静了哦。 ＝］
而那些不好的回忆好像完全没有行踪了。


今天我又要去church 了，可能是那里给了我改变，我开始 快乐 了＝］
至少我对宗教在也没有以前的那分恐惧与拒绝了。

Flash back

其实很累，开始觉得不想长大。。

随着年龄的增长，开始明白越来越多东西。

而让人伤害的％就越容易。

其实早就该放手的我，一时真的不明白为何那么固执。

如果你问我现在最想要的是什么，我希望是快乐。。

我从来就不爱花心思在那些不值得的人身上。

所以，每当受到伤害我也比较容易放得开。

然而，这次的我好像真的受到了教训。 ＝］


人总是要跌倒才会成长，可是我讨厌跌倒，

因为这所谓的跌倒不是皮外伤，而是痛在心里。

可是，在这段时间里，我印证了他的一句话 ” 在这世上活着的人，没有一个人因为没了另一个人而活不下

去“

我体会到了，也懂了。

他教会了我超多东西。 一开始不明白的我，也因为他的离开而开始明白与接受。

当他说爱我那一刻，我就懂我们会分开。
当他说想我那一刻，我就明白不会长久。

很多东西，是因为我们不肯去面对，不肯去了解。
所以，受伤了才懂得自爱。


虽然说，这次的我跌的很伤，很重。
可是，我真的要谢谢他。

因为他让我知道我身边的朋友有多么的在乎我，

妈妈有多疼我，哥哥有多傻，爸爸有多可爱。


也因为他的离开，让我印证了。。。

爱不是大完，
爱不是全部，
人生不只是爱。。

真的快乐？

应该保持笑容还是露出真面目？

没人可以给答案。。

Exams Make me crazy

Everyday need to face the exam paper...

Stress to the Maximum.

These few day I keep on flash back what I did and All those relationship I had before.

Suddenly feel that I changed a lot, because first time my status is single and some more can stay until 4-5 months .

Not bad for me.

Yesterday I had a bad dream.. Seriously The dream is not that scary but He appears in my dream.

So I put it as " bad dream".


Maybe I just too stress or what?!

I never study and I feel lazy.


Can I have a rest? sigh...

Yiruma -- Kiss The Rain

可怜？

刚刚 Yeu Song 在 Facebook 和我们分享了一个很有价值的 video 。

看了以后，就会发觉我们人类真的很不自足。

当我们得到越多时，就想得到更多。

“贪” 这个字在每个人的心里燃烧。

我们有手有脚，可是总是嫌那个不够。。。。这个不足。

然而，那些比我们凄惨百倍的人却半句怨言也没有说过。

你们有听过 “no arms, no legs, no worries" 吗？


世界上，有个没脚没手的人，可是他没有放弃过。

他比我们这些正常人还要成功，他到世界各地告诉人们，比起他来说。。他们有多么的幸福。

比起一个残废人士来说，我们有多么的失败？

幸福其实并不难写，是看你愿不愿意用心去体会。。


我们分手了，就想死的。。 可是他根本没有机会谈恋爱

我们学习游泳就说难，可是他一个没手没脚的人在游泳诶？！



哭。。 眼泪。。 对人类来说，真的那么懦弱吗？

还是， 人类本来就是不懂的珍惜呢？



我和我的另一半分开了那么久，我还是放不下。

是因为我自己真的被伤害了还是太过坚持？


每个人生都要度过的事。。 为何就要那么复杂呢？
不如把它简单化吧 ＝］

屁 啦

我不想批评也不想打断你们的计划。

可是，我真的觉得你们的计划越来越乱了。

乱得好像垃圾一样。

钱不够，人太乱。。 本来属于我们form 5 得回忆，变得好像什么垃圾人都可以进入一样。

如果一开始知道自己能力有限的话，就不要拿苦来辛。

可能其他人不会有意见，说真的我也懒得跟你们说，因为你们只会找那些 “高级”人类商量，而我们？ 你们只会叫人 买买买 。。。 看到都sienz。



你们这样的态度，我宁愿等我那帮死党去了你们所为的 prom 以后，我才和她们去clubbing.. 这样我会觉得更有 “回忆”


我本来什么都不想说，可是你们在facebook tag 人，没关系，tag 什么人这才是重点。。写什么东西也是重点，既然这都不属于我们form 5 的prom, 干吗我要浪费金钱与时间。。

我从来不会因为别人投诉而投诉， 可是你们的所谓的计划，真的看到人都肚烂。


全部都是亲眼看到，不要告诉我，我误会了，因为你们从来没有跟我们商量过，也不在乎我们是否误会。 只懂的叫人买买买。。 就算我误会，也是应该的。

误会不是我制造的，是你们从来没有给解释。

误会了才赶紧解释，会不会很屁股啊？

商量？ 去找你们的 ah head 说话吧。。


本来属于我们的美好回忆，变得 。。。 没有价值。



算了，我也只能把它看成普通的再也不能普通的平凡prom 。。


不是投诉，是告诉朋友们，我不去了，等你们开心以后，我再去找你们去clubbing 吧。

就让属于你们这圈子的人去快乐吧。 和你们我一点也不觉的快乐。
很抱歉。

反正，她们从来也不respect 我们，我也不会在乎她们。。
我发觉我也在浪费时间写这所谓的屁股post.

I never ==

I never said that I thin.. But I know I just in a normal size.

That's it. I know my arm is big, because Of sports [badminton]

Sorry, That is not my fault, I just want to be healthy.

I don't mind to let people said I fat, Because however I fat, I still happy what.. I'm healthy enough.

U can said I fat, But Don't ask me why.. Please..

Because i don't know how to answer you.. Did you know?

我不是为你制造, get what I mean?

Sports~~ sports~~

Break my record, 2 days never update.

Today, I should update for my friends... A Big Gang Family!

We went to Mountain climbing and badminton..

Mountain climbing I not that enjoy, because very tired.

I just climb til level 2, I gave up.

About 1 or 2 years never go to Mountain climbing..

We separate to two group,
The "cha" one is -- Me, Ngar Mun, Yee Mun and Fishy!
The "pro" one is -- Kiet eie, Eu jin, Steven, Kevin, marcus, Woon Yin and Ding!

After that, Cheng Fai join us in 叹茶屋
We ate a lot, have fun a lot.

Then Continue to Our COURT... BADMINTON TIME!!!!!!!

I called Mr Leong to Join us from the start, but he wasn't free, but at last he came and played with us.. Damn nice!!

So lucky that I win him one set, but overall still lose, of course =]
He is a good player~
I will invite him next time.

So today have 10 People Mountain climbing, 11 People went to 叹茶屋 and 9 People went to played badminton... :)

We are Happy Family!~ =]

Thx for Michael, Your Driving skill is good~

Photo will upload soon =] yeah!

Can you feel my words?

人生无常。 到这种年纪就要开始承受亲人离开的事实。

妈妈戴着黑眼镜，告诉我，舅舅已经是救不了。

只是等待死神来带他走；

他的身体动不了，眼睛开不到, 眼泪只会往下流。

他就好像戏里看到一样，只要一拔掉那条喉，他的生命就会结束。

生命指数是零。 他就像半个死人一样。

身上插满了管子。 要抵抗也抵抗不了。

妈妈哭了，我的眼泪也模糊了我的视线。

总是不懂，好人为何都早走。。

原来等待亲人离开是最痛苦的。。 你要看着他的生命慢慢的没有。

他已经没有知觉了，就算他的身体还在又如何？ 就算他的心还在跳动又如何？

他已经没有生存的迹象了。。。



原来当你长的越大时，你所知道的东西就会越多。。

你的眼泪就会越来越容易掉下。。



人的命运，反复无常。。 根本不可能在我们预料之中。。


他不是死人，他是一个等待着死的死人。。

一条喉。。。 可以决定他的生死。。

适者生存，不适者淘汰

Everyone have their own world.

Don't try to change their world without their permission or because you are their lover.

because WE don't have the right.

You love him, So accept his attitude.

You can't accept, choose to leave.

He love you, So he should accept your attitude.

If he can't, Please ask him to leave.




Don't be blind in love. 受过的教训，要反省，要学好。
He leave me because He can't accept my attitude.
I cried because I accept what he did.
I scold him because I feel he is terrible.
We broke up because We are different WORLD.
He tried to change me, I refuse, Because he don't have the right.

Love NOT important.

Because of him/her, you lose you mind?
Because of him/her, you kill your self?
WITHOUT of him/her, you are nothing?


How about without your parents?
Think your self NAH!! THAT IS NOTHING! Out you go

适者生存，不适者淘汰。
还是坚持在原地打转的你，You will get nothing at last.