Accident.

I never knew my blog became so famous after the incident happened. But I'm too forgetful to remember it. So I decide to do whatever I want or perhaps talk to anyone I like. (So Please stop asking me to talk to you if I do not want to, please.. leave me alone. I'm not free as your life wouldn't need to worry any shit and came to disturb people's life ) Ops, Sorry If I offend you. Because I don't mean to (at the first point) but you try to act like those ... never mind. So yea, as you now I will not talk to you and you know it is pointless to comment any shit at my blog because I just want my blog to be a private place to write crazy things. Things that I will not say to anyone. Things that I want to shout it out but I couldn't.

So please, give me some space. Don't interact the only place that I have ( when I really needed it). Because everyone has something they wanna to say, shout, complaint, swear in their life. At least, I want to tell you is - I will still respect you when we meet up. You might feel I'm FAKE but Hello, there are thousand type of human being in this world, you think everyone suit everyone? I'm might not your type of friends but at least, I give you the best of me - to respect you INFRONT of you.

Reality is being realistic. Don't tell me shit that you never bullshit someone's bad behind of their back. Everyone deserved to being back- step, because everyone BACK Step people! So whats the fucking matter ?

Do you think everyone like me? Wake up Child. Sometimes, even you realized something, you can just keep quiet and walk away because give some private place to people. Moreover, admit the shit you did. That's all i can say. If you were so lucky to come and stalk my blog again. God bless.. Stop coming back again, because you know you will never have any link with me. Perhaps, just forgive me, click the cross on your right upper top and leave. Just me back my private place, Thanks.

I really work hard on it but...

I never tell people about my background, about my family background.

I never show people whether I'm rich, poor either. I just love to keep quiet and have friends around me.

But recently I felt fed up with those friends who always talking about the money but Not about THE EFFORT, My theory is, if you never step further, you will never know.

Everyone - or maybe some of them thought that Its easy to work with family business.
Okay, Lets see like this - There is 2 situation in family business..

1- The parents love the child too much and let him to be lazy around without doing shit effort for his/her future.

2- Parents throw him/her to the other leader to learn new things and push her as much as they can.

Whatever I don't really want to show my pissed off issue right now.


If you love money go earn it with your effort! Stop complaining about your life when you don't even give it a try.


I work like a cow and take risk like a tiger. Did you know that? I might fall anytime anywhere but I'm not afraid. Don't Tell me Shit like " Wa, You very good LOH".. What you mean by LOH?!

Maybe I see things differently? Okay, No offence.. different people different thinking.

I need to pay this by myself, I'm not born to be a princess but a fighter. I told him, Money can earn again but experience will bring us further. Yes, I don't like gamble because I don't feel save to earn it back but about my future, You can't imagine how I'm gonna do with it. I've plenty of plans, and some of them might fail.


BUT I will just work hard on it.
So... Stop complaining about your life... when you're not working OT everyday, When you have so much benefits yet not satisfied. When its in your expectation yet you does not want to stand on it. When you can sleep until 11am to go for work. When you can leave your work at 3pm.


Yes, That's your choice.. So.. Stop complaining,

when we suffer, who saw that? People just thought .... aiya, now they so good lo. 

tengsim went into big company lo. ..

Who knows that those shit we went thru?

When I get scold by the manager? When we miss each other yet couldn't physical touch for months?

When I need to pick up shit from the sink?

When the boss blame us that we steal her money?

The detail couldn't be told.. reason - because that's much more to come.

If we can't do this... No way further we ccan go.

Love JESUS, Amen!

谢谢你，廷森。。

我们在这是个月里，狠狠得为自己加油，加得大家都累了，

我这个人不假，不爱兜兜转转，我会很坦诚自己的问题，可是你却总是体谅我的累我的苦。

回到家我不像其他小孩，吃个饭拍拍屁股就看电视，我却需要打工了以后还帮妈妈做家务，而你却拖着疲惫的身体和我一起的疲惫。

我们为对方做了自己最真实的自己，我们会在对方面前发脾气，我们会哭泣，我们会互相的去了解对方的想法，也会表达自己的意见，因为我们知道我们都需要对方的意见，而我庆幸得是我们都愿意听对方说话，我们就算再生气都好，我们平静了以后，我们都会说对不起。

对不起，我的脾气，对不起，我爱的你。因为你的爱让我知道我的品德需要进步，需要宁静的去思考自己的一刹那的愤怒。

你是我的一个爱的平平淡淡可是去轰轰烈烈的男人。当我觉得感情少了情感，我会告诉你而你的可爱样子却让我甜蜜死了。

你给我的乐趣，总是多的无法形容。我不是第一次和人牵手可是我希望可以和我白头偕老的人是你。因为如果你不放手，现在的你是我爱的。我不能担保以后。因为诺言太不可靠。然而我真的希望你是那位一直为我们，为自己加油而有上进心的男人。

我懂男人很累，可是我希望你清楚明白。

如果有天你倒了不要害怕-有我，

你经济上有问题不要怕-有我（我会和你再爬回上来）

相信我----我会尽力的去协助你。

我--会努力学会更多，让你自豪我的智慧和魅力。

我不能改变我的容貌--可是我的确保我有足够的能力去让你欣赏你的女人。

我爱你。

我在美国时我的容貌皮肤极度的糟糕-可是谢谢你爱我！