Attitude

The way you treat you pets.


The way you treat the guards.


The way you treat the others during Sales.


The way you treat the Children.


The way you treat the people who smiles at your kids.



Not everyone are bad. At least, We are not.


Sometimes, and I don't know why. There is no one like me. I always repeating think that " did I say any wrong thing today?"    Just I feel I don't really suit anyone.

Every time before comment anything, must hold my words in and go through every nerve of mine to confirm it's alright to keep on. Because I always knew that I easy to pop out wrong comment.


It might be wrong decision, wrong answer, or even wrong suggestion.

In Uni, I've a bunch of friends who are much more mature than me. Their suggestion, answer are so much accurate than me.


In secondary, I've a bunch of friends who have a better background, which I can't even compare with them. The place they went, the food they eat, not everyone can afford it, I do can afford it but maybe few times in a year? and slowly the time we getting tgt are lesser.   Or somehow, everyone have their own friends.



Yes, No one has the ability to know what am I thinking.



alright, I do not know what the - am I thinking. But one thing is always accurate is - Friends will always change, but you can find a (target) who can seriously bright your whole life. No offence, but after that you will realized, friends can't always accompany you, or somehow, they always change. But the one who sit beside you, will always be there ( if they will).


Last time, I always wondering, when someone is in relationship and they just throw friendship away?  It's not a good idea but friends will keep changing, this is reality.  No need have a best friend or maybe have friends or close friends are more than enough?    after reading an article always wake me up from the deepness night.

Stories

When there are too much of choices for you to choose, I do not think it's a good idea.

Just like a product, when there are too much of choices of brand, price, quality, we will started to get headache.


No doubt, but it's better than no choices sometimes.


I've finished my exam, everynight hang out. Almost. Thursday I restart my work engines. It's kinda sheeezzz hahahahha!


Don't know why, I miss a person that loved me, I mean still loving me.


Whether or not, I'm still happy with my decision, Let go the old one, get a new one.


Every guy have to face the reality, Girl love the way of  love, but She needs more than just love. The responsibility for future life, the money you own, the love that you would like to give her.




But I knew so many truth after all these while


-27.11.14-

my Life in US

Its been awhile I reached here. I mean 3 weeks ago, life isn't really good here but you know what, I got my new friends who support me.

I don't know why but I really feel lots better after I went to church today. They sing and they hug. They talk and they laugh. They seems to be so relax and being themselves when everyone is at the church. No one force to do anything that they don't like. You can choose to sit or to stand, you can choose to sing or be quiet. You can choose to dance or shout it loud. YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.

I thought I'll be back earlier tonight but no, I enjoy every seconds inside the church. I feel the love and the joys. I feel the worthies and satisfied.  No one tell me to stay nor leave. But I feel like I'm belong to there. Because I know when no one is with me, He is with me. When no one is talking to me, He is by my side.

Yes, we official together few months

           I heard about your news few days before- About you have a new girlfriend.  I feel so good at this point because I feel like I've been release. 

  I act like I didn't know and came to greet you. 

You might feel it's stupid but I realize - to face you I do not need to be myself, I mean I do not need to be a truly myself. 

Because He teaches me who is real, who is not. 

I always thought that I never be dump in front of you, but actually I am a dummy. 

It's really feel sad to know that SO MANY THINGS after we broke up. 

I do know that You're nothing for me after we broke up,

 I mean in a human sense - You're not worthy for me to even think about the memories. 

I walked away with a very easy way, because he is there for me to cheep me up, he is there to accompany me when I'm alone.

HE WIPE AWAY MY TEARS. 

and where are you?

You know why until today I will still wrote about you? Because I felt cheated, I felt uncomfortable.

I felt  I lose in this relationship.

I felt wasting my time and I hate this.

He told me  to move on, I did and I actually are. 

But still, if have a chance, I really feel like slapping you hardly.

because I don't like people to disrespect me. 

and you're one of them-indirectly.

because until today You still want to ACT LIKE YOU'VE GROW UP.

You still NEVER WANT TO ADMIT YOUR FAULT.

You found a girlfriend from a BTALK who is 18. yet you still want to tell me she has a very very mature thinking.

I really wonder...   why am I to be in a relationship with you previously?

you should know that E-cigarette will brought you to hell one day, I mean a faster way yet you found another partner to go to hell together. She is only 18, she become your vape partner. 

You drugs, you vape somemore.  I'vev told you so many times, to wake you up from your so called "dream", yet you never learn from it. 

Now I know why I found him, because he never need me to be his lecturer, because he never drugs, he never vape. 

Comparison?   Nope - because you can't even compare with him. Sorry Bro. 

I think I choose it wisely. I do not need to say anything about him because he is never be perfect for me but after attach, we are perfect. 

-FINISH-