Sunday, May 27, 2012

I wonder

I trying to be good for everyone. 


You are not the exception.


But I wonder why,


Is it so hard to reply a person?



its okay,  I did what I suppose to do.



You are the one who missed it. 

So, goodbye!



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

what if?

Thanks for the people who decide to leaving you,

Because of them, You learn to be strong.

even stronger.

The tears you dropped, is the evidence for you TO  must be get up as soon as possible.




I'm emo tonight. Ever since he leave me, I feel that some part of me has gone.



I'm not sad because he has gone.

I'm sad because never knew to protect myself.

and Now, the most deep inside of me bleeding.


I've learn that never ever put someone too important.

I always thought Mr B is the most painful one.

and Now come MR M.

You make me don't even dare to stay at home alone before this.



I'm gonna face it and you gonna get lost !



Hey, I'm enough for this alright?

Monday, May 21, 2012

Where are you?

remember ?


when I'm upset you always told me, " I'm here"


and Where were you now?


I always wanted to find a reason for letting you go.


What he said is right : The one who needed to find a reason is you, not me.




and Forget about that you will be there when I upset.


I just need to get through this process and I will be alright.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Come on

Jane LIM!


Please.. Please recover as soon as possible.

This isn't the life you wish to have now.


He shouldn't pop out in this period.  No, He shouldn't pop out in my life anymore

Get up!

Get Up Jane.!



I'm tired of being emo. Please.... Rescue me.



I'm done of it.

Im tired of tearing.


FUCK IT. FUCK YOU!



it's been a long time I never type FUCK in my blog.


Maybe, It's time to get back my life again.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Get used of it

Life is always unexpected.


Yes, I went into a relationship before this. 


But it never stay long.


and I don't wanna mention about it.


That's nothing I want to keep secret from.


It's nothing special.


But I'm hurt so bad.


So, If you never see me smile.


Please, Try to understand me.


I'm not being cool.


I just need sometimes to be alright.


I'm having exam right now.


I couldn't control my emotional and yet I force myself to.

I couldn't concentrate yet I have to.


so, I just need a hug or maybe a smile from you.



It's more than enough, buddies.






and for you, all the best and have a blast.

Don't worry, This is not the first time for me to face all these shit.

It's just a process and I'll be alright.



See you people, I will be back when  I'm done

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Learn from Mistake

I want to get a new life now.

A brand new Me.

A brand new Jane Lim.



No matter how hard it is. I will get through it.

Watch out.

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