Thursday, November 27, 2014

Yes, we official together few months

           I heard about your news few days before- About you have a new girlfriend.  I feel so good at this point because I feel like I've been release. 

  I act like I didn't know and came to greet you. 

You might feel it's stupid but I realize - to face you I do not need to be myself, I mean I do not need to be a truly myself. 

Because He teaches me who is real, who is not. 


I always thought that I never be dump in front of you, but actually I am a dummy. 
It's really feel sad to know that SO MANY THINGS after we broke up. 

I do know that You're nothing for me after we broke up,
 I mean in a human sense - You're not worthy for me to even think about the memories. 


I walked away with a very easy way, because he is there for me to cheep me up, he is there to accompany me when I'm alone.
HE WIPE AWAY MY TEARS. 

and where are you?


You know why until today I will still wrote about you? Because I felt cheated, I felt uncomfortable.
I felt  I lose in this relationship.
I felt wasting my time and I hate this.


He told me  to move on, I did and I actually are. 
But still, if have a chance, I really feel like slapping you hardly.


because I don't like people to disrespect me. 

and you're one of them-indirectly.


because until today You still want to ACT LIKE YOU'VE GROW UP.
You still NEVER WANT TO ADMIT YOUR FAULT.
You found a girlfriend from a BTALK who is 18. yet you still want to tell me she has a very very mature thinking.


I really wonder...   why am I to be in a relationship with you previously?

you should know that E-cigarette will brought you to hell one day, I mean a faster way yet you found another partner to go to hell together. She is only 18, she become your vape partner. 

You drugs, you vape somemore.  I'vev told you so many times, to wake you up from your so called "dream", yet you never learn from it. 



Now I know why I found him, because he never need me to be his lecturer, because he never drugs, he never vape. 


Comparison?   Nope - because you can't even compare with him. Sorry Bro. 


I think I choose it wisely. I do not need to say anything about him because he is never be perfect for me but after attach, we are perfect. 



-FINISH-

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