Great

Great day!!

Ding Ding, Yao Yao, Steven. All of you make a great job today.

We were playing crazy in front of everyone.

Shouting, screaming, scolding..

Everything is uncontrollable to come out form our mouth ><"

But we were happy and Fishy helped us to took a funny picture [upload next time]

Leou gyn, My bestie is going out with me tomorrow.

What a good news.. Anyway, wish her the best and always be happy =]

Her skill for badminton is getting worst =p

Once I team with her, she can't breath at all because I always give her pressure

I don't mean it.

But two of us is funny because we are best friend but we can't team up when competition is on.

Too bad ><"

Anyway, That's it for today..

Good luck everyone.. And I going to watch my FINAL FANTASY 7 ... Its not too late to realized that FINAL FANTASY is a nice movie =]

A crazy girl is going to appear soon

LOL!! Tonight and Tomorrow morning.


It's going to great days.


Night will be hyper, morning will be crazy


Don't care how tired I am.


Just want to be happy


That's what life suppose to be


Sadness throw it away, anger leave it away


Nothing is going to stop me right now


I 'm happy enough right now.


You are a stupid clown that block my road,


You make my life become darkness,


That's no way to make you live in my life now


Out you go!


There's no point to missing you


There's no point to care about you,


You decide to leave it and that's it


No looking back


No chance to taking back


No point to continuo that


You said you did


But last you went away


You said you love me but same to another girl.


Love sounds that


not going to touch it


Not going to see it


Not going to care it


_______________________________

I saw her blog

She broke up with her loves one

She decide to wait for him

She decide to told him "I love you" continuously

She knew that there is someone for him

But she try to act stupid

She try her best to get back him

She is pity

I don't think she suppose to be like that

That's not her

She should be find another one

But I know it's hard

She can't live without him [what she said in her blog]

But I don't think so

She can over it

She is pretty and sexy

She is hot and every guys need it

So Whatever girl!

He's wrong to decide that to leave you

be strong girl

You will never read my blog and I knew it

But I did my job to support you.... Although me and you not close at all... Not even hang out before...

New life + Exam

This is my life and that's it!

Yes, Sometimes I did lazy and although exam is around the corner.

But I have to relax my self somehow.




I did my best and I will never regret =]

Past is past

What changes I can make ?

, but they never appreciate


make me happy and I will enjoy it




For friends that always support me
Thank you very much








and these is the words I talking to those BITCHY one

Proud of my self!!!

Crazy picture

Classic picture

I edit myself. Whee!! How pro am I?

I love the second picture so much.

Recently nothing happened.

Steven, be strong yea.

Amirah, Sheila and Pei Ying are crazy-ing right now..

Just beside me .. olala

Thank you to PY and Sheila because they helped me to edit my blog skin. =]

I care about him

Steven Chow, he same school with me since from primary til now

Although sometimes i used to bully him

But it was just fooling around

I love him and I care him.

I dislike people who keep on bully him!!

Male or Famale I don't care!

You fooling with him I don't mind.

But But BUT

it's already too over this time..

I don't know what you want and who you want

My friends is not a toy that standing there and let you choose!

I meet you when Steven's open house.

And That's it!

You bitchy or flirty, Seriously I don't mind

because every girls have their own bitchy level..
But can you please stop hurting my Steven CHow?!

He sms you or whatever just.... don't reply him and make him stop loving?

=.=" SPM is coming.. I don't hope he get any affect from this!!



Why I said you bitchy, you should know that?!
From the first day I knew you,
you give me the first impression is 0% good

And you started to stick all my friends that around me..
NOT ONLY STEVEN.

I know Guys is desperate girls sometime
AND I KNOW YOU ARE SEXY.
But please la,
Release them can arh?

Fate

They saw him yesterday

Too bad, I don't have the "fate" to meet him

I went back 3.30 p.m

Can you imagine if both of us look at each other?

He trying to show off infront of my friends or what??

Bring his girlfriend to school just to pick her sister?

Lucky he still know what is 羞耻。。？




He really make my life "Fcuk up"?

But I knew that was some changes in my life because of him

anyway.. Don't drive til you die.. that's all for you!



n n n n

no one care about how fast you drive

no one care about how handsome when you drive

but but but but

Someone care about you when you die because of your special driving SKILLS?


come to school then don't act Yeng?!
you die never mind, don't take others people life..

that's it for you!
Mr Tee!

p.s/ yes, I pointing to him.. so what?!
p.s/ I just want to release my anger, that's it.

什么感受？

我在自言自语当中～～

：看到他们的甜蜜

真是令人妒嫉 =D

＊叹气＊， 以前的我们也曾经是这样过 。。

当时的我们眼里只有对方。

现在你有了她。。

眼里只有她吧。。

就算你眼里还有其他女人

那也不关我的事了

因为那不在我的管制范围内

你的女人会怎样惩罚你呢？


突然， 妈妈喊说：

神经病！！ 林淑仪！！ 去读书！！


我的梦就这样发完了。。不好玩的

白头发

今天的她。。

太过得空。。 ><" 不懂是无意还是有意 ＝＝

她发觉到我101根的白头发。［只有一根］

太好笑了吧。。。 压力到这样。。

有没有哦？！

今晚我和朋友去pasar malam =]

回来又要读书了。

今天要读什么了？

Ekonomi & Science =]

SALTY SALTY

HIIIIIIIII!!!! :) this is Amirah!!! we'r in Mr. Tan's class or i should say.. "Daddy Tan?" HAHAHA! we gave him a new nick name

一个拥抱的价值观。。

我独自一个人缓缓的走了上去。

他们全都离开了。

没有不舍，明天再见。

当独自一个人时，脑袋是空白的。

慢慢的就到了目的地。我们所谓的bus stop。

我总习惯低着头。。

慢慢的我把头给抬起来，遇见了他和他们。

他们站在那儿，说话说个不停。。

只有他 打开了他的双手 把我拥入他的怀里。

虽然只是普普通通的朋友。

可是他让我感受到他的 “友情爱”

拥抱在适当时，可以给我很大的力量。。

至少，当时的我是需要被人拥抱吧。。。


p.s/ See Khee I update again =D

Oh yeah~

Skyping with two monkeys and having some fun right there. I'm just laughed til my stomach pain.

LOL.. whatever~ Just study la Biatch!


I just finished my tuition science paper.. And I don't feel like study the Perdagangan..
going to kill Mr Perdagangan =="


I don't know what Am I thinking right now.. Feel so unsafe...

突然的改变

对它开始闷了吧，


人总是这样。。。


不能对某样东西太久。。。


希望改变了它，以前的东西就会离去？


我知道我会坚强下去。。。


Emotional girl going to disappear soon...

My real feeling。。。

What I thinking?

我想我還是不夠成熟, 還達不到你的要求吧？
我真的沒有想的太多，只是懷念你走以後留下的回忆。。。

離開難道真的是解脫， 難道真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有， 倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流 ， 真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一天 我們有緣再見
你會不會想起 說過的 永遠？
你所说的 “爱你永远”？

你的确让我彻底的伤了。。
也彻底的让我醒了。。

我真的可以不流泪的跟你挥挥手。。
我不敢想像当我遇到你时，那种尴尬的情形吧

突然的可怕？

这一分钟，这一刻，这一秒，这一段时间。。。
心里突然来了一种可怕得不得了的感觉。。。

我最害怕
我最讨厌
我最顶不顺的感觉









离开好吗？:(








原来我的依赖性那么强。。





为什么到现在还不放过我呢？

真的那么难吗？

不开始不就好了

原来这一切是自己照成。。。。。 我不怪你

我还可以珍惜什么？


如果我。。。。如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握








生命只有灰色地带吗？

把它变成五颜六色好吗？？？？

只要你离开！！！

求你了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。可以么？？

最近爱上了他。。

蕭閎仁

＝）

＊你爱怎样就怎样＊

＊我没有错＊

————————————————————————————

歌词 ： 你爱怎样就怎样

你说爱情像这样
找到对的人 就幸福
我们总是有争吵
总在三二一 就忘掉




我还在享受那摇椅
你却缓缓站起
说你不爱我了
爱形状乱掉了 OH ~




你爱怎样就怎样 你说走了爱就走样
精采演出 你的爱情宣告独立




我是该好好学习 说忘了就把你忘记
还在心里 只剩ㄧ句 我爱你 别放弃




YEAH~ 你是我唯一 我很想再继续
你的爱像空气 漫无目的就散了




我们的新关系 比陌生还陌生
不能回忆 不能前进


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



是时候知道／清醒了
我是曾经爱过他
不需要在逃避
爱与恨只是一线之差
也不用恨他了吧
祝他们幸福好吗？ ＝）
真心了

爱情不是一个人的东西
就好像歌词所说的
是时候好好学习了＝］
好好的看看歌词
真的很有意思

它教会了我
开导了我
至少我不在固执了

现在寻找另一个他
不急也不渴望
读书为主
我现在很快乐

我不只是一个人在飞翔
还有许许多多的朋友＝］
而且我飞的很快乐

My life, My own life

M

Yeah Yeah

At last~

Happy

Today went to The mines. =] Better than nothing [If you saw my last few post]

Going to start revision later

Perdagangan again. =C

Hor~ Dying

Hope Pei Ying and Her only one can always be happy
Don't give up easily
But if suffer, then let it go, to both of u
[Don't ask me any question]

Hope two of my friend sweet sweet
Congratulation anyway =]
Gambateh yo, guys~
[Don't ask me any question]

I just knew it very unexpected
haha, but it's funny =]


------------------------------------------------------------

My life, My own life

I crazy again

Thank for Kiet Eie and Fishy comment.

I love them so much. It show that they always around me when I need them.

It show that they always visit my blog? *happy*


Sometime, I do really down for NO REASON or I lazy to FIND THE REASON? Just whatever it be?

Today I'm down again? Feel like angry or mad for something?

But I do not care and I LAZY TO CARE.

Sometime, I rather to let the feeling disappear automatic.

Maybe Tonight I do the wrong things on the wrong time?

When I came back home. I get flu like shit!!! [biasa]

Drink some beer? {yes I did} only one cup.

That it. Told my self.

except for study, I don't care anything.

Suffer then suffer.. Sad then sad..

They are out of my life!! Sugar~

U know what?

Long time I never so relax during playing badminton.

Luckily the court does not give me any phobia.

I delete both of them On my msn, facebook, even skype too

Just to stop myself to get hurt again?

I hate being destroy by them...

Whatever la~ I'm happy enough right now.

Maybe I really suit to be Single.

It's really so..... awesome!!!

人生还有许许多多的事等着我们去做。。 不应该永远逗留在同一个地方
既然爱了，就不要放手。
既然不爱了，就离开。。。

hmm...原来我是可以的～

现在的我，好幸福，好开心哦。。。 爱我吧！！！

It's great

Today is going to be a great day

Just went back from badminton.
Wow!! It's amazing.
I played quite well for today.
Play none stop from 5 - 7 o'clock.

I love to play with Hong Yaip,
Because he will run like shit to catch the shutter court

Anyway,
I going to Yam cha with Leou Gyn, Ching Jin, Ivin and Ching Xong

It's going to be a great day =]
Hell yea~

Anyway,
Come back only study Perdagangan =p

Come on, babe~ U can do it!

My life, My own life

没动力了～

今天，刚刚从Pui Yee 家回来。
好累哦

没有动力读书？
今天很想好好的休息

可是心里很挣扎
心里会过意不去

读书让我被压力缠身
除了读书，
我真的没有心情去想私人东西

虽然现在说不读书
可是等一下也会那书来看一看
好让自己好过一点？

没有的走街
星期六和星期天，
除了留在家里
什么都没有的做

以为妈妈会带我们出街
可是不是去Tesco 就是 Jusco
大佬，我真的有一点顶不顺了

我看到她时，
也不想跟她多说
1.)浪费时间
2.)结果还是一样

我也要好好的休息或放轻松一下
My God!!
想把我逼死吧？？？？

My life, My own life

All Kisiao Orang!!

在坟墓面前都可以笑得那么开心？
一班白痴～ 哈哈！！ 爱你们～

Mix

You want to visit my blog?! Why not?! I don't mind?!

This is what we said "blog" right?

Everyone can post any comment to your blog. Either good or bad, we also have to accept it.

_________________________________________________________________

Study hard + Study Smart = Stress

I don't know what am I studying right now =="

Study already and forget again. What the hell?! I just fcuk up sometime..

Mr Science... Come one la.. Let me settle you asap la..

_________________________________________________________________

Yesterday mood suddenly freaking down.

恨总比爱放得开。。

Saw someone's pm wrote this..

Yes, I want to release my self from his shadow. So I decide to hate him.

This is my choice, my only choice.

Although nowadays I still keep on update my blog, but I really have nothing much to said.

Sometime, I do feel boring too. [keep on updating my blog]

so yea~ whatever..

Happy enough la..

STUDY LA.. POST what POST LA!! ><" talk to my self

Birthday? Haha... Photo only..

My birthday cake? Yes!!
Secret Recipe!!
Two big big de cake!!
Thanks to my best friend!! Chin Leou Gyn!!
Of course!! Also My gang and Fishy Gang!!

Everyone was crowded at my place.. and They sang birthday song to me..
Shy lo.. haha
It's not too late to upload my photo.
Better than nothing!!

Thanks everyone who celebrated my birthday with me on 7 OF JULY!!

My life, My own life

This is not only lyrics

要不是你让想念猖狂打破天窗
我不会发现枕头上的荒凉
以为你就是故乡
却变成我的流浪


十九八七六十六亿人同时狂欢
五四三二一个人倒数孤单
回忆的拥挤广场
假装你还在身旁
就像你最爱依赖我的肩膀


第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇 你的倔强
第一颗流星灿烂
第一个天真愿望
第一个诺言美丽的荒唐
你教我爱的善良
你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记该忘


get the meaning?

Forget about it

I went back to Taiping early in the morning, about 3 o'clock.

Reached there around 6 -7 ?

my grandpa passed away 100 days.

So many things happen during this 100 days

Especially my relationship.

Everything happened just like a snap.

Can't believe it sometime =p

Anyway, during the journey, I was flashing back all my memories.

No tears, No sadness, No angry.

Hmmm~ Life is like that, so that we all grow up right?

After 10 years when I flash back everything, will I laugh? =]

My grandpa will always beside me and I knew that.

He going to leave us and go back somewhere that he belongs to.

I love you grandpa, and i will stay strong...

____________________________________________________

I suppose can go to Wayee's birthday.
But too bad, I just came back form taiping and no one is going to fetch me there.. Too bad yea
sorry wayee..

Cousin

I found your blog link, But I wont disturb you because I know why you created this blog. I hope both of you can be happy forever! See you tomolo.

ATS Content Copyright Clarification/Information

Hi,

Please be more cautious as the warnings has been given.

Attached a photo for u.

I just received this message from my teacher. I don’t know the source of the message; I also don’t know the credibility of the content, but just beware.

Below is the content on the message:

“Hello there. I just wanted 2 let you know that please stay away from the beaches all around in the month of July. There is a prediction that there will be another tsunami hitting on July 22nd. It is also when there will be sun eclipse. Predicted that it is going 2 be really bad and countries like Malaysia (Sabah & Sarawak), Singapore, Maldives, Australia, Mauritius, Si Lanka, India, Indonesia, Philippines are going 2 be badly hit. Please try and stay away from the beaches in July. Better 2 be safe than sorry. Please pass the word around. Please also pray for all beings.”

Thanks and have a nice day.

Bless you~

My life, My own life

Big splash!!

You never try, you will never know?!
Big splash!
One word to describe "crazy"

When I jumped in the pool!! Wow!!
My cloths just wet within a second!
Although it's hard to swim and quite tired.
But I never regret.
This is my last year,
this might be my last time who play with my friends with this kind of game.

Anyway, congratulation to Seladang who won the First house cup =D
Congratulation to Harimau who won the for big splash.
Congratulation to Beruang who won the I-movie .

The time passed to0 fast sometime.
Last 4 years, I'm the one who standing pool side and watching my senior jump into the pool
But right now, I'm the one who become senior and jump into the pool.
When flash back, so many things I missing and So many things I lost

But it's alright, everyone need to grow..
So Happy Today!!

How random is it ? L O L

Today I get the birthday present from my friends.
Anyone of you interesting?
Get it from online de.
Need any information, can call me 017-3060370.
Still got a lot of stuff.
http://picasaweb.google.com/jennytyng


Can buy to your girlfriend too.
It's not expansive at all.
Rm 20 ++ to RM 30 ++

My random picture 1

Random picture 2

Random picture 3



Long time never take picture for my self.
Last but not least,
Thanks to my friends.

My life, My own life

不见了

你一直以来都陪伴着我

可是最近你不见了

你在我身边五年了

你到哪里去了？

曾经我拼了命寻找你。。可是我发觉你被他带走了

就这样，完完全全的离开了。。


你掉进了海底。。 而我就像个白痴在海的平面寻找你。。


当我发现时，我已经没有感觉了

原来我忘了你，虽然我记得他，可是你已经不见了。

我应该感谢你的不存在，

因为你的离开，让我生活得更快乐。

因为你得离开，让我放松了心情。

原来，我真的可以放开，醒来的一天。。

我不会再去寻找你了。。

再见，特别的你。你和他给了我宝贵的经验。。

My life, My own life

S T U D Y

LOL . . . . . .

What Am I doing Right now?

Caring some *F bullshit things?

Relax...

I only want to focus on my studies...

Like Yew Kwan said "sayonaro ooo, sayonara ooo" if the things keep on going..

Anyway... I going to stop update blog and I will just read ppl's blog.. haha

Lazy dou..

STUDY STUDY.. HEP HEP HEP HEP!!

现在的年轻人。。。

现在的感情根本不需要负责任。。。

现在的年轻人。。 吸烟，赌博，飞车，叛逆，乱搞关系。。样样齐。。

有几个是乖的？

得不到人家得注意力？

飞车撞到人，说对不起？ 去死吧～ 对不起就可以拍屁股走人？ 那还需要警察来干吗？

妈的。。。

Who I wondering right now?

Can just get off from my mind... I hate all of you that make my life complicated..

Sucks relationship..

亲眼目睹一切。。

没有嫉妒

没有悲伤

没有愤怒

没有快乐

看着你们身边的人一个一个的变化。。。

来的来，走的走。

看着你们笑，看着你们哭。。

朋友变好朋友，好朋友变朋友，朋友变敌人。
不相识变相识，有缘与无缘。。

越长大，知道的东西就越多。
越长大，讨厌的东西就越多。

有一些人留下了可贵的回忆
有些人却留下了“恨不得快快delete” 的回忆。。

你现在想的是谁？你有想过吗？
对，我就是在问着你，我就是在问着读着我blog的你。。想他／她 吗？
而她／他又是谁呢？ 只又你自己懂。

我目睹着朋友的变化。。
在人生的过程，每一分钟，我们的思想都在改变，我们的态度都有变化。。
你回去看看你小时候的照片，你看到变化吗？
看回Form 1 的照片，看到站在你身边的他／她，她现在还在你身边吗？

我开始不介意人家说我“变了”
我是变了，那有怎样？ 至少我还是好人一个。。

恨我？讨厌我？ 那就离开。。我不介意少了一个朋友。。
至少我知道你已经不值得我的珍惜。。也少了一份烦恼。。

你目睹了我的变化了吗？
我目睹到你的变化了。。。每一个都在变化。。。 全部都长大了 －－－ 成熟了吧

My life, My own life

Happy life ever~

这份爱不是“恋爱”
是“家庭的爱”
是“朋友的爱”
献给你们。。我的家人与朋友们

爱你们的我会支持你～

I am happy and fun today.

I went to Midvalley with Friends and I have a good time with them..

I mean I really have a good time with my best friend, Leou Gyn.

Never talk to her quite a long time and We never communicate face to face already.

So We did it today.

Both of us, ate ice-cream and chit chat quite a long time..

Thanks leou gyn for sharing those expansive ice -cream with me.

Pei Ying was busy with her stuff, and I not going said what she busying.

After we reached, we were waiting for others.

The show started at 8 0'clock.

The warm part :
**Teo Ruby** asking me - You want to drink water? [Thanks alot]
**See Khee** shared her food with me. [Thank you so much]

Why I said I feel warm?
Because I can feel the warm from the friends. Not only them, but also my family.

After we watched finish the Production, My brother and I went to "Wong Kok" to have our supper.

We talked a lot about our life, and he realized that I become mature. Thanks Bro.

My bro is going to China, 100% going. I know I will miss you however I always said I hate you. You know that I love you. :(

What is going to happen? What problems am I going to face?

Now What I thinking was future. Not relationship anymore =]

I can 100 % my heart have no one right now.
-I don't miss anyone
-I don't love anyone
-I don't care anyone
-I can't remember the feeling that I falled in love with them.
-I can't get back the feeling.
-I have 0% feel to anyone of them.


My brother asked me to be strong when he is not here,

He asked me to take care daddy and mummy,

He asked me to take care my self and study hard.

[My tears feel like dropping down]

Without my brother, I really will lost something in my life..

That why he let me know, HOW IMPORTANT IS FAMILY.

我哥哥帮了我很多，当我在写这个post时，我的眼泪真的掉下来了。

我只有一个哥哥，就只有这一个哥哥。。。

我单身以后，我没哭了。。没有为了哪一个男孩哭了。。 除了哥哥。。。

My life, My own life

I really can focus my self already

是时候加油了 :)

I never feel alone or lazy or thinking something useless already!!

Congratulation to Lim Sook Yee!!

I should 夸奖一下自己...

I feel I already over it..

Like what I told pei ying.. 以前的事只能说“遇人不俗”

At least, Nothing Can effect me right now..except for study.. I really can feel "stress" every night ><"

Gambateh Lim Sook Yee!!
cheer cheer cheer UP!!

**special**
Thanks for your wish, But I don't need it anymore. Don't disturb my life again. Thank you

Special Thanks to Ryan and Lian Yan =] The one who really got heart =] I mean ex cempakan :)

Congratulation Lim Sook Yee!!

My life, My own life

suddenly

I was doing akaun.. and Suddenly I smile..
My mind was thinking about today.. when they clapping hand and sang song to me..
"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Sook Yee, Happy birthday to you"~~~



Unforgotten memories

Love U

My life, My own life

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

今年的生日和朋友一起度过。。。

“快乐” “感谢” “感动” 全都写在我面上。。

今年是我在中学里的第二年，单生过生日。

也是我五年来，朋友为我做最大的生日。。

他们的付出，是我一生一世都还不起的。。

这份人情我会永远记得。。

我知道，这次可能是我在人生中最快乐的生日会了。。。

未来，我都不懂还会不会遇到这样的一帮“死党” 呢！

我真的感动了。。

谢谢你们。。。 真的感激不尽。。

我爱你们。。

whole form 5 are celebrate for me. Thx guys!

最后一年，也是我最开心的。。

今天我不好意思了。。 paiseh le，当他们为我唱生日歌。

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最近，我发觉我真的对感情完全没兴趣了。

我的想法开始和妈妈一样了，

这些年纪真的不可以用“真”来谈恋爱。。

我朋友虽然证实给我看，

可是那些例子有多少个？

我宁愿相信自己不是“幸运儿”

终于，我像个人了。。 终于，我知道了。。。

不谈恋爱才是我应该做的。。

家庭和友情是我爱的。。。

说我的经验丰富？可是我不懂什么是爱？什么是感情？

等待幸福到来是最笨的，为何不做些有意义的事情。。

他骗我，让我认识了“可怕”
他离开，让我认识了“痛苦”
他的决心，让我认识了“忍心”

我会永远记得他。

过了今天，以前的事情是时候收起来了！

长大了，林淑仪。。该放开的就放开。。

读书，朋友，家人 ＝ 我的全部！！

谢谢家人和死党为我庆祝生日！！

My life, My own life

Happy birthday to me

They celebrate with me during lunch time.. 

I love all of you!!

The whole form 5's Friends celebrated with me

They bough two cakes and some drinks to celebrate with me..

So touching!! 

Thank to all of them..

:) happy enough yea!!!

I will upload Pictures soon.

My life, My life own

和他谈天

离开了的“缘”

和一个很久没有联络的朋友谈天。。
爱情，友情是主要目的
谈着谈着，讲会我们的历史。。

我和他都有不好的爱情历史，
对对方付出了许多，
到最后，被对方逼离开。。

从他那里我得到了很多我第四个ex的资料
现在才坼穿他的秘密
现在才知道他骗过我许多东西。。

太迟了？ 不会
知道好过不知道
总算，看清楚了他的人。。

离开我的他，生活如何了？
不要飞车了，不要吸烟了
最后忠告。。。保重。。。

你会彻底的离开我的世界了。。。 再见。。路过的人～

My life, My own life

My husband

Oh my god!!
Can you imagine that this word have Lee Ming Ho this kind of Handsome boy?!

I love him!!!
I can die for him!
Oh my god!
I'm crazy for him right now.

My wallpaper
My screen saver
Oh gosh!

I love you
Lee Ming Ho!

I want your kiss man!
So sexy and handsome.

I know I can't get him
But i rather to stay at my dream also don't want to wake up
Happy enough ma, right?!

Without him,
I'm nothing.. hahahaha!!!

My life, My own life

你爱哭吗？

每个人在他们的世界，

他们的人生都会有自己的问题，

只是看他们自己能不能解决。

不能？一死了之。

可以？继续人生。。

呵～ 很快的，我的公公去世了接近三个月，我婆婆很坚强的活下去。我们不是她，我们不懂痛的感觉。我们哭，可是只是一段时间。对她来说，可能是这一生一世最痛的。本来有个伴，可是他却先走，留下自己一个人，有多少的人承受得了？她在我们得背后流眼泪，我们不知道，也不会知道。

这些东西，只有自己亲身体验才懂吧。

真希望，我不是留下来的那一个，

而是离开的那一个，

你觉得我自私？

谁会想成为留下来的那一个？ 除非，他／她 不懂如何写 “痛苦”

我还接受不了“他” 的离开。。

My life, My own life

我的失魂

我的灵魂到哪里？

最近在烦什么？

心里是什么感觉？

我不知道。。 也没有答案


跟朋友只想开兴，对她们也不想多说。

有些东西，跟 不到人家分享，他们也不会懂。

问题只有我自己知道，
只有我可以解决

爱情问题？ 已经不重要了
学业问题？ 正在烦着
朋友问题？ 懒得去管
家人问题？ 好得很呢

到底我心里那巨大的石头是什么？

我每天都累的像死人一样。

可是每当到了晚上，

我总是不想睡，
我一个人睡觉，
害怕，恐惧，寂寞，生气，讨厌。。 全都找上门来了

所以，我总是和爸爸妈妈睡

我真的遇到问题了。。 可是我说不出来

到底怎么了？到底我遇到了什么问题？

几时我又可以找回快乐？

今天， CF 问了我许多关于我的过去男友，
当我开始回答时，我真的有想过拿把刀砍曾经背叛，伤害我的人。

思想全离开了应该有的理性

我开始乱乱发泄了

恨在我心里发生了。。。

我真的很想大哭，
哭到我开心为止，
哭到我可以把我的愤怒，悲伤全发泄出来

我开始变的奇奇怪怪的

我可以突然不讲话，

我可以突然很疯，

以前，当我发生这样的事情，
我总会找朋友

可是，这几天我不想了

我就算喘气也没有力气了

夸张吗？没有，我心里真的很辛苦

突然开心，突然没知觉，突然悲哀，突然愤怒。。

我的情绪完全失去控制

变得越来越现实了。。。 这就是世界吗？

还有多少个明天？ 到底还有多少个？！

My life, My own life

The truth side... of cancer.. Me myself and I

巨蟹座

笔写巨蟹座的女人，我非常担心自己不够客观。从小到大，身边总是有好几个巨蟹座的好友，我似乎对这个星座下 出生的女子，有着特别的感情。我想，那或许是她们温暖的个性，很容易赢得友谊的缘故。而当彼此真的成为朋友之后，就是你一会儿陪她高兴，一会儿陪她伤心的 日子了。我有时觉得她们善解人意的可爱，有时又气她们敏感、情绪化的莫名其妙。而至于想要跟她们谈恋爱的你呢！这样的感受恐怕比我有过之而无不 及！　温和又体贴的巨蟹座女子，很容易给人「恋爱」的感觉。如果你是一个追求「爱的感觉」的人，选择她，你肯定不会失望。巨蟹座的女人通常会给男人一种「如 果失去你的爱，我的人生便毫无意义」的信心。这真是很多男人梦寐以求的感受。不过，如果你只是个把恋爱当游戏的人，请千万不要去招惹她，因为，第一，这对 一个真情真意的巨蟹女子来说真是太残了，巨蟹座的女人是玩真的，感情绝不是她们轻易亵渎的东西；第二，对于某些蟹座的女子来说，如果她的爱上你，想要摆脱 她可没有这么容易。你应该知道被螃蟹钳住想脱身有多难的，是不是？她的缠斗精神会让你非常惊讶，我看过一个背叛巨蟹座女子的男人的下场。此起《致命的吸引 力》好不到那儿去。当然，只有极少数的蟹座女子会有如此杀伤力，不过，你还是别心存侥幸为妙。　她的温柔体贴，以及全心全意的爱会让你感动的不得了，很少有女人会让你觉>> 得自己是那么的重要。但是她的情绪化也很可能弄得你几乎疯掉。她非常没有安全感，敏感而且容易受伤。常常你的一句无心之言，就会弄得她泪流满面，或者生气 不安。蟹座的女人有两种，当然正常的时侯都如温暖的太阳一样可爱，但是闹起情绪的时侯，一种是带雨梨花型，另一种就是定时炸弹型。如果你遇上的是前者，情 况比较幸运，平常多带两包面纸就好了。若是后者，恐怕精神压力就比较大些了。> 　　>>　　让她心情阴晴不定的原因有千百>> 种，可能是因为她忽然觉得你好久不曾拥抱她了。也可能是你刚才对她女朋友说话的语气太温柔了。甚至可能是你刚才开玩笑，说她新烫的头发像鸟窝。对了！我忘 了提醒你，最好不要随便批评，或是揶揄你那蟹座的小女人，她几乎脆弱的经不起一丝丝爱人对她的挑剔。总而言之，包括月亮的阴晴圆缺、海水的潮汐，都可能是 影响她情绪的原因，而她最大的隐忧，就是她始终在担心，担心自己是不是够好，担心你是不是不再爱她了，她经常需要你的证实。所以我认为，对你而言，最简单 的方法就是直接告诉她吧！　我>> 有个巨蟹座朋友的老公告诉我，她每天起码问他十次「你还爱我吗？」而我另一个个性比较强烈的蟹座朋友干脆直接要求她的老公每天要说二十遍「我爱你」。你很 难相信对不对？但是我发誓，这是千真万确的。　我想，除了真心爱她，没有更好>> 的相处之道了，但你必须切记爱她的方法绝不是姑息。当她闹情绪的时侯，给她温柔的安慰，等她心情平稳下来之后，你必须很诚恳的告诉她，她过度的情绪化，对 你造成了什么样的伤害！把你真实的感受让她知道，她是真心爱你的，她会知道应该适度的修正自己。千万不要一昧的息事宁人，你会把她宠坏的。蟹座女子有个奇 怪的特性，那就是如果你不告诉她「够了」，她就会不断的尝试，看你能够容忍她到什么地步。她似乎很难明白什么叫「适可而止」。到最后她的情绪化会到了自己 都无法控制的地步，当然，你也终究会忍无可忍的。　　我有几个蟹座朋友的婚姻，就是这样出问题的！到最后她当后悔当初自己太任性。但是凭良心说，那个姑息养奸的丈夫，多少也该负些责任。怎么能在宠坏她之 后，再到外面去寻求温柔的慰藉呢？说也奇怪，当巨蟹座的女子感情出了问题后，她们采取的行动也会让你大为警讶；在伤心难过之余，蟹座的女子很可能会去告诉 丈夫的新欢，应该做什么菜才合他的口味；她可能会从洗衣店把他洗好的西装送到「他们」的住处；她更可能用私房钱帮他付信用卡的帐单。你不相信吗？我再发 誓，这是真的。当我的蟹座朋友告诉我她们的伟大事迹时，我也几乎昏倒。她们就是这样，有的时侯可恶的过分，有的时侯又好的过份。她需要你宠她，她也相对的 宠你。对蟹座女子来说，宠坏一个男人似乎是占有他的最好办法，即使你今天离开了她，等你想清楚了，迟早还是会回到她身边的，因为没人会像她那样爱你了　所 以，你应该明白，你必须学习用适当的方法爱她。如果你懂得相处之道，她会是个不可多得的妻子。你可以一生享受爱情的甜蜜，她会为你们的家一无保留的付出。 巨蟹座的女性还有一个特点，那就是平时她虽然一副脆弱、情绪化，一副没有你就活不下去的样子，但是真的当你们遭遇到现实中的问题，连你都绝望助的时侯，她 会变成一个坚强又有韧性的女人。你可以像孩子投进母亲怀抱一样的去依赖她，她会细心的医疗你的伤口，坚强的陪你共度难关。多数巨蟹座的女子都很有金钱观 念，懂得量入为出的道理。（除非她有一个挥霍的月座或上升星座）通常她只会在心情沮丧（觉得你不爱他）的时侯，才会乱花钱来平抚内心不安的情绪。为了你的 荷包着想，常常给她「爱的感觉」才是明智之举。　请用一种成熟而且负责的态度去爱她！不要在宠坏她之后，再责怪她！真心的爱一只蟹子你会得到丰富无比的回 馈。我衷心的希望我的每一位蟹座好友，都能遇到一位好男人

C X X X X

终于， 我火了
有一点一发不可收拾的情况

我的手对着桌子恨恨的打下去
一次，两次，打到我爽为止

想不到，某人也会气到我的一天。。。

该往哪里发泄？

妈的。。 逼我念三经字

my handsome boy!

Since My relationship is blank now.. I having my relationship in movie. W.E
My super duper handsome boy!!!! 李明浩

Sad & Happy

He went to Langkawi today. Before he leave, I give him a kiss. Long time I never give him a kiss. I waiting him back! Remember all of us are waiting you back. I love you. The only men who most important in my life.

I don't dare to ...

When I go to school, I feel happy and crazy. My mind will straight away forget him. I saw his blog, and my heart just like bleeding Although me and him just together 1 month, but he is deeply stick in my mind I was surprise because I never know He is that important

I sms him, I msn him, I skype [chat] him But he never reply. I think is time to stop contact him.. I going to delete his msn and skype.. everything about him just delete.. I don't even want to have the way to contact with him anymore I'm suffer enough. After I delete, Everything is gone.. Our memory will delete...

Many ppl told me that no need to delete his contact.. But i have to, Because I know I really very suffering when I saw his msn pm.. I always look at his name and I wanted to know a lot of thing about him right now... I really can't control my self...

I rather use my time to study.. not him.. I hate him, he make me love him and throw me away.

My life, My own life

My normal life

Relationship part

Everything went to peace again. I was quite okay with it. Although sometime I did feel uncomfortable or missing something, but I know I did well for this few days. It's enough and I know I did my best. So yea, don't really want to face it anymore. The feeling are getting faded anyway. I know I will be okay. Relationship is blank right now. And I hope it will blank until over SPM.

爱情逻辑

开始，我面红

最后，我眼红

Study Part

I do some exercise this few days to improve my math, economi, science, and English. Other than that, I need to do my home work too. ><" Homework is going to kill me soon.  Hope I can get my 5 A's anyway. I do some past year question, Lucky I still can handle it. Damn happy.

Life

My life is happy and I back to my self again. My tears never drop again. And My smile appears again. Anyway, PPL!! 7/7/09 Is My special day.. What is this? You will automatic know if you are my friends.. Got to start my busy Study life again... SEE yea ppl.. Love you .. muakz!

My life, My own life