如何

读了一篇文章。

那女的男朋友死了。

发生了什么事，我不知道啦。

好像是车祸。

可是，如果这件事是真的话，那女的就真的很可怜了。

如果是假的话，叫那女的吃大便拉。

我只是觉得人生真的很短。

太多惊喜，吓得人呼吸不了。

一去就回不来？

如果我是那女的，我会崩溃。

我的眼泪可能会24 小时流不停。

最爱的人，突然的离世。

如何接受？ 

分手，我都顶不了。

更何况，死讯。

所以，我应该开心，我没有度过这种心情。

人生的惊喜，往往我都不会怎样享受。

好的不见得有，坏的看太多。

读书啊！ 疯了！

管其他人那么多干嘛。。

自己吃大便拉。

Update

Just let me release my anger or stress when I really need it.

Don't disturb me or tried to block me.

It's not the good time to do that.

Seriously NOT! 

When I can't release whatever I want on my own way (without disturb you), I will fuck up.

Getting tired

Yea, My uni's life start on next Monday.

I was quite upset about my classmate?

They are just not that active.

Never mind, Still got Pei Ying with me. Lucky.

My friend, How are you?

I'm writing this for you.

Don't be upset anymore.

You still have life and family + friends right.

Like I told you before.

Love is just a part of our life.

"That's life" I always said that :D

Hanging on is not the hardest part but is giving up.

I know you won't do that.

Come on, Cheer up!

Even my self, also need to cheer up.

Getting Emo nowadays.

WTF!

I'm just getting tired of life.

Today what the lecture told us is like.. STRESSFUL.

FUCK WHEY!

Feel Like screaming  right now!

I cant release stress!!

learn how to love

I will start my University life soon.

Today went to Nottingham to register.

Tomorrow have to go also.

The feeling is getting stronger.

Once I started my Uni's life.

How about my secondary friends?

I promise my self I will study hard and I have no time to hang out anymore.

I used 3 months to spend with them and maybe now everything will stop.

Gosh! 

Even tomorrow.

My original plan : 10.30 - go to gym with Leou gyn

3.30 -fetch friends from cempaka.

5- play badminton with friends.

Now..

Change my plan : 8- 3.30 stay at University

Once the things finished, I have to rush to badminton court.

Semenyih go to cheras :(

 But I have to do it for my friends.

There have not much of chances already.

I feel scare of this kind of feeling.

Said "bye" to them.

How to show that I'm appreciate?

Down.

Challenger, my house and my university.. 

Cheras, Sg long, Semenyih.

Totally different place.

I love my friends.

If one day, There is no more news from me.

Please forgive and moving on.

That's life. ( But i don't feel like facing it!)

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To A Friends.

We knew each other quite a time already and we're getting close nowadays

We facing the same problem but you are brave :)

You love her and you prove it.

Not like me.

Wish to be like you, The title I talked with you always the same.

I'm sorry.

But other than you, I don't know who I can talk to.

as you know, You are his bestie.

So jealous :)

CW, Jia You Jia You!

You will get what you want if you never give up.

But always remember Your friends and your family always beside you when you need them k?

Just like me,

When I facing some problem,

My family and Friends will always by my side.

Learn how to love :)

At last

Woke up at 1.45 pm.

Haha! Not everyone can do that :p

After that helped mum to do some house works and went to the mines to eat my breakfast.

Of course, need to take my iphone :)

At last, I get my Iphone!

Wuhoo~

But I need to save my contact all once again.

Nevermind, I can deleted some too. 

Since some contact for me, is useless :)

I need someone to teach me or send me some stupid picture.

:)

Volunteers Please. Haha.

Fate

If you said Fate are control by human.

Show me!

Prove it!

How we control it?

teach me!

Tell me!

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Is not that I don't want to.. Is just that I still don't have the right.

I don't want to screw up our friendship just because of Love.

I'm scare of it.

I've no trust on it.

This world is reality enough.

Is not that I don't want to try.

Is not that I'm giving my self excuse.

Is just that I'm not yet recover.

Please release me. 

I'm dream about him twice already.

And I confirm my self that I don't love him anymore.

Memory Kills Me.

When I can get out from this?

One year already. When I can release my self?

feeling comes and goes..

Happy then fine.

But please.. Don't ever tell me.. 

Love is everything.

We know It;s not!

Today~

Woke up and helped daddy to repair his car. 

Had my breakfirst, and started to clean my house.

My poppy, the naughty dog always disturb me.

After that went to The Mines.

Ruby having dance competition over there.

And meet up some friends.

Sebastian, Kenneth and Ken nie.

After that Go to Eat sushi King. 

Wow.. Suddenly so miss my SUSHI. :)

Thanks mum.

Tomorrow is another day to go for break first with the short one.

Hmm... My green tea with milk! Here I come :)

I miss you so much! LOL.

Seriously, nowadays nothing to update.

But I still continue update.

Wuhu~ How professional Am I?

Nah, Just wanna update for my friends to let them update themself about My life.

I know I got a lot of fans here XD

Self praise KDK.

Anyway. Tomorrow I will update again :)

have fun yo people!

DAy after Day

Soon My University going to start.

Soon My dear Marcus and Woon Yin will not be here.

Soon everything change.

Soon I will meet my new friends.

Soon I going to have new life and learn new things.

Soon my outing will be less.

Soon badminton will be lesser and lesser.

Soon only some of my friends will find me.

And soon Earth will destroy by us because of global Warming.

I cant imagine some my friends going to leave Malaysia.

Pui Yee went to Aussie.

Same goes to Woon Yin (Soon).

and Cheras Best driver Marcus Cheah.

God! everything is just so Arh... I don't feel like face it.

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谁可以带给我快乐？

任何一个我想亲近的人。

凡是不会让我觉得压迫感的，自然，不做作的人。

都可以让我快乐。

帮助我，开朗的人，我会随着他们的欢笑，白痴而开朗的笑起来。

其实，我是个很现实，悲观，主观的人。

我不会随便改变我的主意，决定。

所以开心对我来说，不容易也不难。

谁，并不重要。

问题是在做什么。

对不同的人，做不同的事，感觉也会不同。

他带给你的结果也会不同。

所以，要在不同的时候，找不同的人，来做不同的事来寻找快乐。

Professional!!!!!!!!

Excellent

Bravo

So So touching.

They sing it with their heart.

The real Heart.

肚烂

突然很想静下来。

我很疲倦，可是睡不着。

心情也变得暴躁起来了。

每天闷在家里，渐渐也懒的出街了。。

累了。。  

反而厌倦了吵闹的地方。

偶尔，看看戏。

就想回家了。

回家，闷。

出街，也闷。

本来说想好好的享受我接下来的时间。

可是发觉我什么也没有做，

每当想到这样，

就喘不过气来。

可能，真的是时候，离开这里。

自己一个人搭车回家乡。

让自己觉得我有在做些事。

不是无所事事。

每当听到朋友说，他们有多忙时，心里都会开始酸起来。

我和 “忙” 这个字，不知多久没有扯上关系了。

我知道，当我开学了以后，

我会很忙，很压力。

可是，至少现在的我，想要那些感觉。

因为，我会因为太空闲而觉得自己没用。

如果，你是我的话，你就会明白了。

放太太久的长假，让我感觉自己消沉了。

突然，好像快快开学。

寻找冲劲！！

Normal outing

I love this song so so much :)

Today I went out with Wei Shin, Pei Ying & Pei Yi.

Went to drink my Green tea and Milk ~

Yummy!

Tomorrow need to go out eat breakfirst again.

Alone again.

Boring la! Feel like going somewhere.

University going to start soon.

Nottingham get my fax ady :D

I can smile and no need worry so much.

My dear Pei Ying, You better come, if not I gonna kill you XD.

hmm, nothing special today.

Pei Yi said my driving skill not bad XD. Happy~~

Title

Hmm, most of my friends start their college life.

and I was freaking bored here.

Today suppose  go to yam cha. 

But too bad, cancel.

Japan animation were good! awesome!

Their story line is perfect!

You will know when you watch it :)

They don't have love, But Friendship :)

and Also Family Love.

It really teach us alot :)

anyway, I need to continue my movie XP

Bye peeps

laziness

Driving make me crazy!

Seriously, driving make me tired and crazy.

Especially during traffic jam. I feel like commit suicide inside the car. 

Driving is not fun. not save. not good

Need to pay attention . FULL ATTENTION.

and those day, Cheng fai's house area that guard and Woon Yin's house area that guard fall in love with me XD.

Because almost everytime i go and fetch them.. 

 Tired. Lazy to blog

Maybe I should not post my previous post.

Because she/he is not someone important for me.

Just a stranger.

But Trust me, I will prove it to you.

Next time got any question just ask me. 

Use a better manners talk to me.

Don't believe it? Believe it.

更新

我希望我的朋友无论是在谈恋爱，还是单生，还是刚刚失去了爱情都可以开开心心。 

星期五是我们Marcus, 鲸鱼（不是金鱼）和苍蝇的大生日。

所以我们很惯例的拍了一大堆照片。

我和我亲爱的Marcus Cheah. 人家当天生日，大完哦。

帅吧～ 我可是为了他特别扮女生一点。

我当然要为自己拍一张可爱，斯文的照片啦，毕竟那是很难求的。

可爱吧？ 很多人都叫我Alice in the wonderland. 咋到。。

拜托，我很好看好吗？ 哈哈！！（死要面） 还有我没有大肚子，现场看的，就不会觉得了～

蓬蓬的，很女生好吗？！CJ 很喜欢呢～ 哈哈哈！！！

和朋友的拥抱是一定有的，男女通杀。我和Jasmine 的恋情爆光咯。 JY 乘机吃豆腐。

豆腐啊，豆腐，豆腐啊，豆腐（Jay Chou 的歌）。

＊换装时间＊

Dadah~

有火辣了吧。拜托，我那里可能扮淑女那么久呢？给鲸鱼面子而已好吗？本来打算下水的，哪知道根本没有下水。只是在水的表面上踢水而已。＊神经病＊我的萝卜腿在巧遇之中拍的不错嘛 :)  开始疯狂的跳舞了。我很嗨了～

 拉扯中，被主角拉上台。

这个恐怖的女人，她超性感的好吗？ 我都快流鼻血了。她拉我出去跳舞，我到最后还是放弃了。哈哈，可是我很配合啊～ 我还是有跳一小段啦

他们对我的腿有那么的兴趣吗？ 把我抬得骨都快断了。

休息时间，和朋友望着其他人跳舞。

当然在休息时间，就和朋友扮拉拉，哈哈。 可爱吧。

好啦，我承认我们有点白痴，可是着就是我们的风格，开心就好嘛，关他的！

 到底是我在引人犯罪，还是她啊？

可爱的学生，不要来这种地方太多哦。 你还是回家吧～

最后，。。。

和三位寿星公，寿星婆 拍照，那是必定的啦。

Chai Woon Yin

Marcus Cheah

Lim JIng Yi.

A Very Happy Birthday to you ALL!

Seriously

一個人久了，會懶得戀愛
一個人久了，朋友會越重要
一個人久了，會越來越喜歡聽歌
一個人久了，電話會常常忘記帶
一個人久了，就會養成一個怪癖
一個人久了，對愛情會越來越挑剔

一個人久了，除了寂寞點外還是蠻開心的
一個人久了，會慢慢變得成熟起來
一個人久了，會比以前更重視更愛父母，更重視親情
一個人久了，對所有的節日大多沒甚麼期待
一個人久了，聽到看到別人一對對的很甜蜜，心裡多少還是

會有 些介意

一個人久了，會喜歡買很多無謂東西，帶自己去很多很遠的地方
一個人久了，會覺得無拘無束自由自在天寬地廣
一個人久了，愛情會變得越來越不重要，取而代之的是錢和事業
一個人久了，會越來越理性，越來越現實

總之，一個人久了，是很幸福的時光。。。

即使有一點點無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
甚麼都可以無所謂 沒有任何束縛

可是原來。。。
一個人久了，是會上癮的。。。

 

 

 

就是这样，我对感情已经没有什么好顾虑的。

就算有人伤害我，不用24小时我就可以走过来。

有些人认为我放弃了，其实并没有，只是我很享受单生生活。

 

轻松得来又不用顾虑别人。 我行我素，多自在。

不是每个人都可以做到。

重点是不用对任何人负责任。

也不用被任何人伤害得死去活来。 （痛苦得经历）

开心就好嘛，对不对？ 

我坦诚，除了寂寞以外， 真的真的没有什么不好的。

学会独立，学会如何解决自己的事情，学会没有任何人都不是死。

 

爱情？ 我还没有时间去想。 要来得时候再算吧！

＊开心＊

 

 

If

No one is on skype now.

Especially the Two MONKEY. 

Tomorrow going to have breakfirst with my dear junior Ding :)

And only both of us will go for badminton.

Suddenly felt Lonely. =.="

because normally I will skype with those monkey.

And now.. They throw me away.

One went to read books.

One went to Gaming.

One went to find BF.

Alah. I need to back to my comics again.

Is not that I addicted is just that I'm bored.

I saw my dear Yeu Song today. haha.

Purposely go out from the cinema just to meet him..

I miss him so so much.

I going to wait him to recover his legs and come back to me for badminton again. :)

Hope you recover as soon as possible yea <3

Everyone have to be independent right?

hmm, now no one can accompany but I'm excited for tomorrow :)

Woots! tomorrow going to be a good day!

Anyway, Here I have to wish three monkey

Happy Birthday !