Gone

Everything should be very nice.

But at last.

I own self destroy it.

But I never complain and blame anyone.

Because I feel tired .

It's hard for me to breath.

getting no air.

I suppose go to buy things from leisure mall. (I canceled it)

I suppose go to LCCT tomorrow. ( I decide not to go)

Tears dropping down.

I though everything suppose to be romance and success.

But, he don't really care.

I studies for today exam.

I though tomorrow will be a freaking happy day.

But SCREW UP everything.

before this, I confirm I going to LCCT. But at last, I'm not going.

WTF am I doing?

I just feel like WAD DA FUCK

Holy Mama

I don't know what's going on.

Family got problem.

Relationship got problem.

Friendship also the same.

Although . Everything settle .

But still. Can't understand why suddenly come in one shoot.

Feel Breathless in a second.

but everything settle down very fast.

I need to do some revision and work today.

Social science.

Study Diary (one paper)

English

Economics.

But I still need to relax right =.=

Just came back and started my work.

Finish study diary.

and continue with my social science.

Arh! I can't understand :(

How am I going to do the assignment?!

nevermind. understand it first.

Going to have English  test on Wednesday.

Lucky I passed today test.

Gosh~ breathless.

Sumore, he is not by my side.

:( Mood did screw up because of this. But I did my best to get used to it.

Study hard. and Never think too much.

I just don't want to make him disappointed about me.

Not only for him. But also myself.

I hungry :(

Normal day

Yesterday I very high.

=.="

I went to swimming with Stella at 9 o'clock.

Went to badminton at 5 o'clock.

and Yesterday was FUN.

me and William are the winner for yesterday  XD

Ding Ding and LC fai.lose already yeah!!

William is my best partner. Love him so much :)

Tomorrow going to pavillion with Friends. :)

Yeah~~ go and buy all those stuff I want and wear pretty pretty go for my date!

:) So excited for Monday..!!!

I miss him lots... :)

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好＊

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Repeat＊

你的笑　你的好
腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回
從前的心跳　傷心過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

周杰倫-說了再見

 

This song is so meaningful.

 So many friends/ stranger passed by our life.

 After we said Good Bye, we only realized .. There is no more chances to meet.

Sometimes, I rather don't want to said Good Bye. :(

I can't believe he passed away so suddenly.

I can't believe he walked away without telling me.

And although he told me good bye... but we will ever meet him again.. Never.

Now, he just like a stranger... Disappear in my life..  The shadow is getting blur... 

This song not only for lover. But also for family and friends.

 There is lots of precious people around us..

But we never appreciate while we having it. 

I'm sad :'(

gone

在人生里，很多人都会擦肩而过。

我的小学同学，林同学去世了。

其实，这件事已经发生了3 年。

原来他已经去世了三年。

 突然，我才发觉我们之间的回忆原来剩下那么少。

除了他的样子，我没有其他的回忆。

我们曾经在同一班3 年。

然而，时间却冲淡了一切。

想了想，突然想到很多从我身边离开的人。

我还记得，很小很小的时候，我遇见了一位很可爱的男生。

我们坐在一起。虽然不认识，可是我很好笑的和他拿了地址。

我那时才幼稚院而已。

可是，这段记忆从来没有被我解除。

我想再遇到这位男生。

我想看见他现在的样子。

因为我对他已经失去了印象 。。

哪怕我们遇见了，我也不懂。

突然，我想念我的外婆。

带着墨镜的她，离开了我十年。

时间飞逝。

我已经18 岁。

一切，随缘好吗？

快乐！

好啦！

我也是时候 SHOW SHOW 我的恋爱有多快乐拉！

其实，还好啦。

只是很开心而已 !

今天，他好白痴。。 他告诉我，生气太多，会很容易得癌症。

他还告诉，为什么啦，血管膨胀之类的。

然后，生气以后又会很容易不耐烦。

原来，有关系的了。

我的男友读这一科，很恐怖。

他说的话，又很有根据。

他赢了咯，我接受不到的咯。

本来没有事，给他吓到心脏病。 哇哈哈！

其实，我们都没有什么要求，开心就好。

全部都交给天来作决定。

随缘。。。

爱情不是绳子，它不应该被当成武器。

没有人喜欢被捆绑。

自由，每个人都需要。

距离的感情，其实真的很难维持。

不是说坚持就可以维持。

不是说爱了就可以继续。

不是说草草了事就可以解决。

从两个人的世界，变成一个人。

电话不再响了。

身边不再有那个身影了。

再也听不到那声音了。

温度也不在了。

逐渐的，开始不习惯/不知道该如何去牵一个人的手。

心理的问题越积越多。

信任度也会逐渐减少。

渐渐开始得不到想要的。

慢慢沟通不到了。

然而，就会怨对方。

- - - - - - - - - - - - -

我的不可以打电话（除非有重要事）

我的没有信息

我的见面的机会很少。

可是，我爱。

我和他都知道这一切，不简单。

这一切，不是那么容易就可以走过来。

我们要得到其他人的认同也比一般人困难。

可是，我们还是选择对方。

我不能给他任何的肯定，承诺。

可是，这一刻，我是真心的。

一旦牵上了红线，我们就的为对方努力。

我不能说天长地久，我不能说他肯定是我的唯一。

因为，我不是没有谈过恋爱。

很多时候，现实都爱把我们从梦里拉回来。

我只希望，一切是美好的。

美好的我们。

美好的回忆。

美好的爱情。

我只能说，我扩出去了。

我把我的心交给了他，赌一赌吧。

结局，没人懂。

现实的我，偶尔也想被梦想包围。

至少，他让我有了梦想不是吗？

最美丽的爱情， 虽然你得不到它，可是也不要毁了它，就让它在回忆里待续。就让一切，变成最美丽的回忆，最让你回味的爱情故事。。。 如果放开可以让对方都快乐，那是时候做选择

Hubby, Never give up easily okay?

I love you

Hello everyone :)

 Hi, My loyal readers.

I'm need to apologize here. 

I know I getting lazy to update.

But yea, Nothing I can update recently.

Nothing special happened.

I just feel like being hooky these few days.

Lazy + Lazy = Very lazy.

Getting piggy nowadays :)

Today I saw a team of scouts, and I wondering someone.

There is a place I almost every week will visit.

University, Ashley's house, home, badminton court, et catera.

One week I need to refill two times for my petrol.

Mean I need to use RM 100++ per week. 

Oh gosh. Can't believe it.

As usual., Today back came back home early, so I do a visit to woon yin and Ngar Mun.

We went to Jusco Mahkota-Fruit Land, to have our lunch.

After I send them home, I came back and start my work.

I clean my dog cage, clean outside the house area, take a bath for my doggie-Poppy and 

making my clothes to the hanger and put them under the sun.

Tired.

And I just set up my timetable.

Going to study hard again.

But, I miss someone :)

This Friday and Saturday, I going to be freaking busy.

Badminton in the morning, movie in the afternoon ( maybe), badminton in the evening, Gathering party in the night!

OMG.

Faint.

Now I only realized I got lots of activities :)

Proud of my self.

( need to update to another blog ady ) 

Bye bye peeps! 

Love yea <3

Exam, presentation and assingment

Yea, I having final EXAM within a month.

Tension and stress.

Not only that, I have lots of presentation and assignment to prepare.

Let me list down my own work before I continue my story. :)

1.) English Assignment

2.) Business assignment

3.) Social science presentation

4.) Ekonomi Tutorial works

5.) Business presentation

I have to arrange my timetable. Tired.

Exam is around the corner and I just started to study. :)

Wish me good luck.

I just have to complete my Ekonomi work and Business assingment today.

Sorry, I decide not to go for cherie's Birthday.

Sorry Cherie, Happy Birthday :)

- - - - - - - - - -- - - -

I love you dear :)

So random hahhaha!


Anyway, headache right now, kill too much of braincell to do finished the business assignment in 1 hours.

Continue to my Econ's work..

Social science work I don't know how to do. =.=

It's like need to discuss but We all never discuss LOL!

Just do whatever I know.

Macbook

Sorry, I can't be polite today.

I have been waiting a month for this shit.

and yea, I get a fucking shit.

Problem still exist and getting serious.  

!@#$%^&*()_+|

Thank you :)

Saw my name? J.A.N.E

And This is my dear Melvin Lim and his friends captured for me.

His friends doing all the words and he is the one who captured it.

Omg. Maybe this is not a big things or expansive one.

But it can make me feel like flying up to the sky..

You will never imagine how happy Am I.

And I was so surprise when i saw it.

I freaking happy until I don;t know how to describe it.

This is the best present I never had.

Thank you Melvin and his friends. 

touch . happy. surprise. unbelievable. shock. stung.

hahaha!!! 

Nothing much I can describe.

but seriously thank you and I love you :)