Saturday, July 31, 2010

Correct or Wrong?

I've made this decision.

Never regret before.

Just because I do my best.

The result I don't really care.

I'm happy because you walked away from my life and I can find better one.

Life. Full of challenge.

Confuse. Which one should I choose.

Tired. Getting hurt.

Strong. To challenge the hard.

Weak. Because Of love
Every step I taking is full of challenge.


Each road I choose sure have some problem.


The differences is either I can over it or not.
I don't know whether YOU got read my blog or not.





But.. everything just ONE WORD.

Disappointed.


Thursday, July 29, 2010

Music



Super Junior - Bonamana

Nice song.

Why I said it's a nice song.

because Even though I cant understand but I still feel so Nice.

That why.. This is a nice song =.=

WTF right.. XD

Okay..

Today the only things that Make me so proud are I washed two cars.

WOW~ It's not easy okay.

I wash it alone without anyone help me. =.= Stupid brother.

But never mind, treat it as exercise so that I can more slim~ :p

anyway. Tomorrow whole day I will be busy :)

See u guys!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

WOW!!!

Today went to ate breakfast with Ronnie and Fishy.





after that we went to watch


人间喜剧

 

Holly MAMA!! Laugh none stop.

 

You will never regret.

 after that went to Nottingham for Support my friends.

They having competition today.

Good Luck for the one who going for Final tomorrow.

I'm tired. So nothing else I want to update.

Have Fun people :)


Monday, July 26, 2010

Lose

I lose my badminton match.

Seriously, I'm not okay.

I feel Fuck up right now =.=

Friday, July 23, 2010

颓废的生活

放假了一个礼拜。

本来还好好的。

可是渐渐的变颓废了。

那颓废的人一定要找一个比她更颓废的人才可以得到平衡。

那就是 : 金鱼
For your information, this is Miss Lim . {Goldfish}

I just too bored..

So today I went to Find Miss Lim and had breakfast with her .


Oldtown again.! =.=~~~ 

I no need to see the menu also know how to order~ Sienz

After that, we went to Challenger


Tatah!!! This is "The Challenger" Sports centre..

badminton as usual.

While waiting for Ms Banana and her friends Joey.

We started to Kisiao inside the car.. Take some stupid picture.




Too bad~ My monkey is much more cutie than You. Go back Hometown please :p



Main point " There are 3 students ponteng school whey!!!! U see.. Haiih :p (actually already 3pm)



Okay~ My style XD. No la.. actually something happened :) So.. Don't judge the book from it's cover :) yeah!



 
After that, we went back to Cempaka and have a look.
NO teacher NO feeling .


That's all for today.

Oh yea~I forget something.

me and Ms banana talk some secret today.

Feel so Fun!! :)

Anyway~~ I love you guys Muakz~

Have a nice day yo~

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Life style



I love this picture so so much.

I miss Mr leong so much ..

and I miss him the most among the teachers. (Sorry for saying that But it's truth).

I went back to Cempaka on Monday.

Just for the teachers, nothing else.

And I bring Fishy to Nottingham before that. Please Visit this Link


There is the story. Lazy to type again .


Too bad, I just love this picture. {What have I done to this dog?}
- I still remember I shaking it's head up and down.. Wad da~

But I'm happy, Maybe I'm just too bored.
Today went to Seremban.

Visit the doctor, Suppose go to hang around but no chances.

and someone make me feel pik cik. =.=

After that, I still need to help them settle some personal problem.

LOL~




Who wanna hang out with me?
Booking please XD.
Although I have 2.1/2 months sem break.

But I still very busy XP

I start my work on August~ 


- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -




Get back to your life.
If you have nothing better to do.
At least don't come and disturb my life.

I'm a human being.
Nothing much I want.
Only happy I wish.

There is a limit.
You are just a stranger.
Stop acting like you know, when you knew nothing.

Friends are to appreciate, not to call only when needed help.



- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 
“我的路,我自己会走”
现在的年轻人的想法。

不要忘记,你跌倒时,是谁扶你起来。

除了你自己。

家人
朋友



Never because of LOVER and argue with your FRIENDS or FAMILY.

Try your best to let them accept your love one, not to fight with them.



If  its yours it will always be yours; If it's not it will never ever be.


Monday, July 19, 2010

My style

Asthma. 

I'm scare of this.

Today during drive back to home. I feel faint and hard to breath again.

But then, just awhile.

But My heart pain, just because I feel sick about this kind of feeling.

I dislike. 

I feel like giving up. 




If can, I wanna be dolphin,.. You will get me,, if you heard me said before..

Sunday, July 18, 2010

衰运

又来。

哇佬,我今年真的犯太岁吗?

为什么都是身边的朋友出事?

朋友一个一个的幢车,就算不是严重的,可是,我都认为,我toushui了。

哇佬!

我真的很想问老天爷,你干吗啊?

我朋友们一个接一个有事。

是不是要我关闭在家才可以呢?!




我真的会因为这样感到压力的。

怎么办??




算了,以后不再害朋友了。

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Go away

He knows my problem well.

He is the one who accompany and teach me lots of things.

Thank you so much :) *bow 90 degrees*

He wanted me to learn independent.

And yet, I still haven recover.

Pity Him :)

Ronnie Chin <3

I will try my best no matter how.


So many things haven settle, another problem pop out again.

Some more, Now need to settle my asthma problem.

Easy to get breathless nowadays.. Not only physically but also mentally.

Now I only realized, I not that strong actually..
I wish I can be like a child and cry out loud, I wish I can lau gei.. really wish..

How long I never lau gei already..

Wow, Just realized I miss that feeling so much :)


I also don't know why, When everything okay.. the problem wont pop out..

When everyone is leaving me.. Even my healthy also kanasai ..




Just realized, My blog long time never have Happy post already.

and I dont know how long it gonna drag..




Please Go away.. all the sadness..


I need oxygen..












I still cant let you go,
Sorry, I really realized we cant be friend.
I need my oxygen.
Forgive me.
I need you to disappear in my life.
Please go away.
The last thing I ask from you.
Please go away.



Friday, July 16, 2010

Crazy

R a n d o m..

I  d o i n g   t h i s   a n d   I   f e e l   m y   s e l f   s o   r a n d o m .

W h a t   A m   I   d o i n g ?   L O L



D A M N   I T

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Yeah!

Yeah!! Now only left IT examination..

Not that stress anymore..

Today kena asthma.. First time...

Suddenly came out from the KTM and cannot breath..

Ronnie and Ming ren let me scare until... hahahhaa...

Anyway.. thanks for everyone who are concern about me :)

Ronnie.. Thanks alot yea...

I appreciate your kindness :)

Tomorrow need to study IT and need to go visit the doctor soon... Haih..

Sorry, Fishy .. :) when I got holiday I sure come and find u k :)

Next monday :)

Badminton cancel tomorrow guys :) sorry <3


Get over it

Thanks to my friends.

I mean everyone.

The one who support me from Facebook, Blog and around me.

Thanks a lot.

I love you guys.

Yea, Kinda Stress.

I mean I'm seriously in stress.

 Friends are leaving and my ex lover.

But don't worry.

I'm coming back. Everything will be okay soon. 

And as you guys know, I'm a strong girl :) Sure will be alright.

Sometimes, I just need to be alone, find someone to talk :) 
Jon, Ming and Ronnie .. Thanks for sms with me these few days.

Pei Ying, Stella and Ashley. I came back to your gang once again :) [Sorry, make you guys worries]



听过五月天的歌么?

我从来不怕爱错,就怕没爱过。

我和他也成为了朋友。

有些东西还是需要面对现实。



Don't worry, I will be alright .. Just need sometimes.
This is not the first time I face this kind of problem.

But when all come in the same time and mix it together.... WALAO.. SAKAI ady lo XD






Sunday, July 11, 2010

SHIT

I miss you, do you know that?

Let me go please

I have been stress up because of Final.

and all my friends fly to aussie =.= Malysia got so bad meh?

and yea, some stupid memories pop out again.

I miss him but I know impossible. [this feeling sucks k]

No people can accompany me breakfast ady.

SHIT.


Can someone love me ? =.= I know no.

Faster go China continue my study then go marry there better..

GO FIND RICH PUNYA!!!

olallaa, what am I saying?



Jon and Ming ren emo-ing now.

Ronnie very busy..


















KILL ME PLEASE...

Friday, July 9, 2010

I need him....

I miss him...

I love him....

I like him....



But ..

He dont need me...

He dont miss me ...

He dont love me...

He dont like me...




can everything come back again??



No... Never

Thursday, July 8, 2010

My Birthday

My Birthday is the worst day for me?

This few days happened lots of things.

Not happy but sad.

Last Sunday, My worst day.. He walked away from my life.

And almost everyday, some people accidentaly asked me about him.

I never blame anyone.

But I already beh tahan, when they asked about it, my heart like stung and I dont know give what reaction.

My heart is bleeding But I still have to pretent. Cant cry out loud like others.

This wednesday, My Birthday.

My friends ceiling fell down and luckily no one injured.

The house sook of water.

and I helped them to clean.

But I already feel Why is TODAY.

And My friend's car something happened on that day too...

It's like.. I feel like WTF? My birthday MAN!

My heart alreaady feel breathless.

and today happened something terrible too.

Today haven Math and english exam.

Math exam i gonna fail it. Because I know I dont know how to do.

and My friends feel guilty so they cry.

I so wish, I can be like them also. No need always cry on the phone.

When They cried, my heart started to become messy.

and during we going to Kajang area, My friend bang another car. GOSH, Accident again.

My heart is totally like,... stop...

Can stop happened this kind of Shit things?

I feel bad about it, dont know why.

and I don't even want to face it

我很努力的在承受这一切。可是。。 还是算了吧。

Can you guys like stop mention about him?

Too many things happened.

Sunday - He walked away

Wednesday- Friend's ceiling fell down, Marcus fly away. Friends's car happened something.

Thursday - Friend happened accident.

Friday- Woon Yin fly again.






I BEH TAHAN LA!!!!





很累

Sunday, July 4, 2010

:)

I Back!

No!

I should give you guys a hint :)

Single Lady Is back!

So get what I mean?

yes!

I broke up with him.

& Jane Lim is single right now :)

owwhhh.. Dont be sad for me, I'm alright with it.

Sound not so truth.

But, when you see me, I gotta prove it to you :p

Come on, This is life.

Just a relationship so what?

I do my best and he is the one who makes the decision.

No Blame..

This is Love.

Opps... So complicated.

Come on, Single men! I going to eat you up!

Ngek Ngek Ngek..

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Reality

Everything still the same.

No reaction. No way to contact. No more patient.

I did my best seriously.

Either he know or not.

I make my own decision.

Forgive and Forget :)

Walk Away and Dont Complain.

Choose one.

I just know that I have my own decision and now is just waiting for the time to come.

First day. One called. One minute.

How about second day? Until this minutes, no phone call, no sms.. Nothing. So let see.

I have plenty of time... Study my self...

Dreamland had destroy in this moment.. :)

expected...

Friday, July 2, 2010

傻了

我的皮肤又开始来了。

原因:脾气又开始暴躁起来了。

我的意思不是平时的暴躁。

是气得一直闷在心里。

然后又爆发不出来。

我今天驾车。

我疯了。

凡是,顶着我的路的人。

必定kanasai。

人也一样。

看到车还故意慢慢走。

你不是慢慢走啦,我大不了不是踩油而已。

两个女生又如何? 拜托!我不是男的!

我真的没有踩break,她们吓到。我的眼神也把他们杀死了。

(其实我的脚在break 那里,只是以防万一。

我不想坐牢。

这些女生,真的没脑。

我有在控制脾气。只是单独驾车,我就完了。


快疯了!!

我超想爆粗的。


Thursday, July 1, 2010

MY DAY~

Meet up Hubby Melvin Lim

Seriously! I'm happy and very very high now!

I think he kinda shy? LOL!!!!

Anyway! Love you HUBBY!

我生病了

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