another 1 more week

I'm getting nervous or unwilling to leave due to I couldn't leave this home.

My family and my dogs. I'm just never felt this kind of feeling before. It's  couldn't be describe, I really feel in love to this family even since I born to be.

They are just like my everything, I can have nothing but not without them.



Everytime when i think about my family and my doggies and someone, I feel like crying.


maybe for the others, it's nothing. But for me, its really a big challenge!

it's just lucky

对，我是时候写华语篇了。

在我消失的一年里，我又渡过了一段不及格的爱。对，又不成功了。没办法，就是遇见不对的人。谁对谁错我不多说，因为本来就不能去判断，结局往往才是最重要的不是吗？


偶尔真的很感恩身旁的人，就是因为当下有他们的出现才不会渡过的死去活来的。任何人的付出我都很感激。谢谢你们。爱死你们了！


离开了一个人才真真的体会到他的不一样， 这是真的， 尤其是你并没有和他做朋友的时间，你们的开始就是他在“追求” 你的阶段，根本没有机会去真真的了解到到底他是怎么一个人，追求你时当然就不是本来的他，然而女人嘛，还是没有想好这一点。就算知道了，还是“盲木” 的不是吗？ 哈哈哈哈！习惯就好。


我可以说是经过上述的情形，可是我没有责怪任何人的意识，只是发表一下我的不成功例子。我们女孩其实只是想要遇见一个可以在背后支撑自己的男人。然而，一点都不容易，每个男孩都很不一样，也不是每个都适合。

可是我就没有放弃，

今天是520 日子，

有个他让我有了惊喜，真的惊喜万分。

我人生的第一束蓝玫瑰，

真的爱死了，

我也是女生就是爱这种重看不重用的东西。

我只能说，感恩在我失魂落魄的时候你把我给挺住。

你的浪漫和萝瞒俤克让我心灵上得到了安慰与被爱。

因为我知道不是每个男人都愿意为我而付出。

really beautiful. 

Can't describe by words. 

I love it so so so so much!

So fast, I'm 22.

 Time Flies, its 2014 now and it's so unexpected that I'm back. I think most of my friends never update their blog anymore and most of them forget the existing of blog. 

You know what, I've never been regret to created this blog, because every time I look back my previous post, I feel like "OMG, how could it be? Is that me? Am I the owner of this sookyee1629.blogspot,com?  It's so amazing!

I look back all the stories that I've been through, I feel so different now, it's like I'm getting old :)

 No, Is mature, no doubt that people is changing and same goes to thinking but I hope that I'm always the same, so that I can always be YOUNG . hahaha! X)

I'm having exam now and Soon I'm going to US... real soon. 

It's a big challenge for my life. 

I think the LAST TIME me will never ever think that TODAY I'll be going to US. 

Even me myself has been shocked for few times but I just cut off my backup and force my self to walk forward. I'm doing this is for facing the real word, the reality, the truth. Because I know everyone is running and I cannot stop doing anything that will make me grow up. 

I need to fly and run at the same time, to stand at the same starting point like the others too. 

Yes, I'm comparing myself with those better one due to I want to be a better one :)

 So, its time to study. 

It's just a year that I never came back yet I've been go thru a failure relationship again.

Yes, again.  My love life just ever go any stronger isn't it?

 I think I'm changing, my family life, my friendship. Everything is changing, except for my love life. 

I just haven get a real one to be part of my life. 

Actually I'm getting tired. I'm not desperating but I just hope to have someone who can always stay with me and not leaving anymore.

 It's getting hard when I'm getting older? Ha! Anyway, will update again!

See yea!