it's been awhile

 :) I'm not healthy as usual anymore.

I tried to avoid this problems and persuade myself that I'm healthy . trololo! But, today I realized I'm not seriously.

I can't run as fast as my previous record.

I can't swim like a fish.

I can't play badminton like my previous power.

I love Sports, I enjoy it.

But, seems like I don't have the right to love it anymore?

It's not nice having asthma, it kills my brain cell alots. 

it's not nice, when you almost faint in the toilet.

it's not nice when you can't even breath normally.

you feel like vomit but you can't vomit out. 

gosh, it's suffer me.