I realized that this is my 446 post. Nothing Special.

Compare to last time, I have nothing to write now.

Until now, I don't know what I want and What I care in a relationship.

I just feel that I very freedom right now, not in pressure anymore.

That is a good thing I guess.

I'm happy when I'm with friends.

I'm lonely during midnight.

For the past few months, I can't get used to it.

But now? I don't care. I don't need anyone. Seriously

Why I writing this post? I have no idea.

Just to release some feelings?

Do something that you want to. As crazy as you can.

Ugly? childish? crazy? 38 ? Whatever people said just let them be.
They are mature or acting, that is their problem. But we are happy that's enough.
We already form 5, Our last year which can be crazy.

Laugh more, smile more.
We will be mature soon, don't worry. When you 20 +, you want to be childish or 38, your surrounding will disallow you to do that. You will never have that chance anymore. Get it?

Love Love Love, I have no feeling right now.
Boys Boys Boys, I want to be your friend, that's enough for me.
Not more than that.

I scare "the end" will happen again.

Correct? Fishy =]