我一直认为是我的疏忽而让你离开了人间。





我没有删除过你的任何一张照片。



可是，我也没经常去看它。



因为，这种痛从来没有离开过我。



每次想起你，我的眼泪总是留下。




一年半了，你生病的过程紧紧的贴在我脑海，我送你去医院的时候，你那双用尽全力睁开的双眼，让我永远都记得。   真的对不起， 对不起啊！

Not to promote, but this is the real idol

Who is your idol?

What he did?

and how successful he is?


=) No offence. But try to read this.  No one would sacrifice so much for the world.


Not even myself .


He is Doctor Juesatta.


Click Here.


When you have time, read it. I'm sure you will never regret.



对他，我甘拜下风。

Laugh a little more

I'm sick again.

Within a month, it's the second times.


Actually it's not something special but I dislike the feeling seriously.


The painfulness from inside of the body will kill you.


I hate headache and body pain. But before you get ill, this is the process -_-


I curious the reason of getting sick, as in I'm not someone that always get sick easily.


I realized, I'm getting too hard. Work too hard, Study too hard, Play too hard.


My mum scolded me, since I'm so tired from working and studying why still want to hang out.
And I told her : Mum, I'm having holiday, and I'm like busy than during studies period. I couldn't let my whole holiday just went off like this - Work and Study.


So I still do hang out and plan my working time, study time and hang out time as well.


But maybe I'm always get enough rest and suddenly my body couldn't stand the new life of me.


Yes, I choose it. I choose to be busy. I choose not to think too much.


You know, when the brain is tired, it wouldn't function so much and of course it will cure my emotion.


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recently there are lots of activities that I had join, For example : Clubbing, my friends help me to celebrate birthday! :)

Woon Yin's farewell.

Khalil's Concert!

Stella's Birthday!

Pahang's Trip!

Okay! That's it ! :)


Hoep you guys have fun!

为了什么

我看见身边的女生越变越美， 越变越有气质。

之前看起来普普通通的，现在总是让人眼前一亮。

我很欣赏改变的人，当然是往好方面的。

不改变的，我也和佩服。 因为，身边的人有的改变得超越我的想像。

人因为环境所改变，人事物，权利，威风都是理由。


我有的朋友在比成绩，有的在比金钱。

想想看，我比什么？  学业我不比人好，每次都那么的刚好。

做工也没比别人来的多。

所以？ 我要死了是吗？

荒唐！

Sick

At last...


It came and meet in this morning.


But I never scare of it.


I still decide to go for work.


Just Push myself harder, why the others can do it, I can't?


Just get Panadol before go to work.

听了这首歌，我哭了。

我真的好想好想告诉他这里所有的内容。

这种种 感觉就像要逼着自己笑着来哭。 

她的MV让我几乎奔溃。。。   

Decision

erm, I'm facing some problems recently which is unnecessary for me.


As readers know, I've feed 2 dogs and both of them are my life.


Just as important as my life.


hmm, I think this problem appeared quite sometimes but I do not know how to face it. -_-



My parent keep asking me to choose either one of them of that I no need to be so tired.

Because I need to face my studies and working at the same time.

When I work, my dogs don't really have anyone to bring them to jog, bath for them.


and sometimes, I did feel fed up because after I came back from work, I'm so tired and still I've to bring them to jog and bath for them. It's a must!


But I never give up before. I do not want to choose either one of them because I going to make them stick together.


The one which stay will suffer as well because it going to miss it's partner.


Both of them are actually a good dogs. At least I wouldn't feel lonely when I'm alone in the house.



Aiks I don't know what to do.


Except for keep quite when my parent told me about this, nothing else I can do.


I'm not the only one who says wanna feed a dog. Sometimes, Money isn't help at all..

when you don't even give a little help... Money is the only thing I can ask from you... Sighhhh...