just to come back

I've  left my blog quite sometimes. From the last time of me, I almost update every 24 hours but right now, even a month I might just busy my stuff without come back to my own world.  Everyone complaining the exam period too peak for this semester but no doubt, we still have to face it.

Just like we say: Life goes on, no matter how hard it is, still have to go thru it . It's kinda boring sometime. The level of exam for this semester is quite high I mean the question is quite tricky and hard. Even the top ten also complaining that It's not easy, so you can imagine----How about my result?!

In a sem, we have 6 subjects, For me, it's too much because what i seriously in reading is only 4 subjects. That why the CERT of nottingham is Quite valuable for my future, perhaps. :) But I don't really depend on my Study, I do have done some investment and work as well. I do not want to be THAT BORING sometimes, as in I know I'm not good in study and that why I try to figure another way for myself, trying to find my own strength.


After I have started my carrier in Kumon, I've realized that kids isn't that "expendables", but they might kill you once but not twice, their attitude almost the same is just depend on the level of being patience. Of course, my level of patience is getting higher, thanks to them for getting me this experience.  Not only that, Thanks to Carmen for introduce me this work :) although she left few months ago. :)


Tomorrow is my last paper which I've not prepare anything right now, I mean not even read a single word from that subject. Hell yea, I do not know what can I face this paper but I do not want to stress my self too hard. :) Life still goes on right? I just read whenever I feel so, no more memorize but just understanding :)

Lets see what can I write for tomorrow paper. :D

Tired

I wonder why and how. Everyone has their strength and limited.


I found my limited but where is my strength?





Alright, I just mumbling right here, Study make life worst. Always true.


Ciao!

Cut it off

Some friendship; cut if off

some relationship; cut it off

some memories; cut it off.

Make your life easier but not harder.




Can I cut offf my exam period?!

曾经

朋友


一段不知哪来的缘份把我和你牵起，


也不知几时它离开了。


你曾经是我生命的点明灯，照亮了我的人生。


女孩因为这段自认为的姻缘而成熟了，也因为它的难忘让女生盲目的工作。


你把我打照成一只打不死的蟑螂，一只曾经处处可怜的绵羊。


今天的我，真的要感谢你。



我们俩随着自己的感觉各自飞翔，


偶尔会看看天空希望大家都还好。


偶尔会温馨的笑着问自己：不知他是否还想着我。。。



我们俩都开始寻找自己的靠岸，


因为你的不说，让我知道我因该找个会说的。


因为你的太成熟， 让我知道找个刚刚好的就好。


因为你的不在乎，让我知道该找个很在乎我的。


女孩就因为男孩的不爱，而出发去寻找真爱，哪怕她也曾经认为她已经寻找到了。


因为缘份的关系，我们曾经尝试了又尝试。


我懂你的爱，然而你不接受你对我的爱。

你的过渡自责与不善于处理感情事让这段感情跌跌失失到了终点。



偶尔你还是会出现在我的脑海中，可是我总是微笑的对自己说：还有更好的。



忘记其实比想像中困难。  


我现在不渴求忘记，只可求放下，我知道我会做得到。



其实，我俩无论到了几远，总是会有条透明线牵着我们。


我们都知道。


我们一同分享我们的喜怒哀乐。


我们一同微笑。


我们各自都可以减断这条多余的缘分，然而不舍却当中作祟。



哪怕有一天我们不再联络了，时间就成了透明的尖刀把这份缘份给隔 了。


哪怕当你看到这篇文章时， 我已寻找到真爱了。

Busy

Hey guys! Long time no update! So sorry about that!


So How is everyone? (looks like I got a lots of fan, even though I know it's only few)


But better than nothing! Alright! let me explain about my recent life.


School life, Work life, Family Life, Dogs owner's life!


Yup! describe finished! That is my life right now.


I'm just busy til I've nothing much to update because my brain couldn't remember what I did and what did happened. So yea, So sorry! Nothing much you can read and know.


Or maybe the Special things has become Normal things for me right now, so I don't take it toooo seriously.


Perhaps I become more mature? Olala! I'm praising myself :D Tee Hee! and this show that I'm still a kido!


ANYWAY, wish you guys have a good weekend and will be back to you guys soon :D

昨晚

昨晚，我与一班疯子去庆祝其中一位疯子的生日派对。


我们去了SETIA WALK 里的其中一件酒吧-- SECTOR SEVEN。


环境优美，真的是完美。


我们的飞机王喝不到两杯便倒下了，----差到-----


而我呢， 喝了好几杯可是还是没有问题。


一切一切都很好，直到上了车准备回家时， 车上播着 悲伤的情歌。



不知道从哪里的感觉，眼泪滑下来了，一滴一滴的，静静的，本来不想惊动我的朋友，可是突然他看出来了，


一句 “ 怎么了？怎么哭了？”


就这样--- 我奔溃了。



我放声大哭， 我很清醒，可是我控制不了自己的情绪。


前所未有的 --- 大哭。



我没有想过那么死要面子的我--- 既然哭得没有了自己。



这次也让我清楚明白， 人是有情绪的，偶尔不控制它不一定是坏事。


至少，我真的很舒服了。


当然，我清楚知道--他们是我值得信任的朋友。



谢了。。。 一切。。。  句号




要不是昨天，我不知道，你对我还是那么大的影响。

学业，爱情。。   家庭。。。    你们可以乖一点吗？？

我不想再流泪了。

因为我相信

越是忍住泪水，越会变成幸福的良药

最好的

每个人都希望得到一定的回报当付出了。


对爱情， 友情，亲情。


就像做生意一样，没人想血本无归。。。


对人，有的你会不想理会，有的你会想要假装，有的你甚至就是讨厌。


你不可能被全世界的人爱，也不可能爱上全世界的人。


总有的人和你没有缘分。


总有的人和你不同世界。



我们憎恨不会珍惜我们的人，可是每个人都会有不珍惜的人。


这就是人生，就像圈圈一样，每个人都犯同样的错误。


 就像A珍惜B， B珍惜C， C珍惜A一样。


就是因为这样，我们的人生才没有那么的悲惨。


就算不被珍惜可是还是有被珍惜的时候。



我们往往都会很悲当我们的不到我们要的东西，


可是现在的我学会了，天真的是很公平的，

当你失去了一样东西，它是真的会还会另一样东西给你。


可能需要你一定的努力和时间，只要相信，它对你会待遇不薄。





我失去了一些，我会期望与相信将来的我会更美好，更加知道我需要些什么，更加让我知道如何去珍惜。



对于某人，谢谢你让我长大。    有的痛， 会让人成长，谢谢你让我遇到这种痛。