Monday, March 5, 2012

it's been awhile

 :) I'm not healthy as usual anymore.


I tried to avoid this problems and persuade myself that I'm healthy . trololo! But, today I realized I'm not seriously.


I can't run as fast as my previous record.

I can't swim like a fish.

I can't play badminton like my previous power.



I love Sports, I enjoy it.

But, seems like I don't have the right to love it anymore?





It's not nice having asthma, it kills my brain cell alots. 



it's not nice, when you almost faint in the toilet.



it's not nice when you can't even breath normally.



you feel like vomit but you can't vomit out. 



gosh, it's suffer me.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

我没有资格

只要你愿意付出,幸福自然会来敲门。




一直以来我有在付出。




可是,我得不到肯定。 

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